He is too well-behaved

Chapter 36. Reunion with Xu Jiashen

　　"Are you serious?"

　　Xu Jiashen's words sounded like a joke, and Shen Gusi couldn't believe it.

　　What he couldn't understand the most was that he used to hate himself calling him Shen Shen and found it disgusting.

　　Shen Gusi remembered these words clearly. He has always had a good memory, especially about Xu Jiashen.

　　"Otherwise, if you don't want to, forget it..."

　　"Okay." Shen Gusi quickly agreed: "Shen Shen."

　　He used to like to call her "Shen Shen" the most, because he always felt that by calling her that in a more intimate way, he could deceive himself a little, telling himself that they were not that far apart and that, in fact, the two of them were very close.

　　Shen Gusi naively thought that their relationship would get better and better with each call of "Deeply", but if someone doesn't love you, then they don't love you, and it has nothing to do with anything else.

　　Shen Gusi felt that he had grown a lot in the past three years, and at least he no longer wanted to be with Xu Jiashen so obsessed.

　　Because he still has the closest person in the world - Lulu, because he finally has his own family and will no longer be alone.

　　"Shen Shen." Shen Gusi called out softly again.

　　His voice no longer held the love that he had expressed without concealing it in the past. Instead, it was just one sentence that couldn't be calmer: "Deeply."

　　Perhaps Xu Jiashen on the other end of the phone also felt it, but he didn't say anything. After a brief silence, he said, "I'm free today and can go to the hospital for matching during the day."

　　Shen Gusi was stunned: "But I'm not there now, we are not in the same city."

　　"I know. Just buy a plane ticket. Tell me the address."

　　Seeing Xu Jiashen say this, Shen Gusi was no longer polite. After all, the sooner Lulu's problem could be solved, the better. If the matching was unsuccessful, he could immediately find someone else.

　　"Then...thank you, Shen Shen."

　　Shen Gusi felt that Xu Jiashen had changed. His temper had become better and he was a little gentler than before.

　　Is it because he got married? He and his fiancée should have been married a long time ago, so Xu Jiashen changed.

　　Shen Gusi thought so, and it would be a lie to say that he didn't feel lost. Although he no longer regarded Xu Jiashen as everything in his life, he was the person he loved for many years after all, and that was a scar that was deeply engraved in his life.

　　On the phone, both of them fell into silence.

　　It seemed like everyone was waiting for the other to speak first.

　　Obviously, they had nothing more to say, but no one was willing to hang up the phone, as if they were competing secretly.

　　When Shen Gusi's hand holding the phone felt sore, he spoke first: "Well...if there's nothing else, good night."

　　Xu Jiashen on the other end also replied: "Good night."

　　Shen Gusi hung up the phone first.

　　Even after he finished the call, Shen Gusi still had a feeling that it was not real. If the phone in his hand had not been still slightly warm, he would really have thought that this was a dream he had been thinking about day and night.