He is too well-behaved

Chapter 72. Xu Jiashen, I remember everything

　　Shen Gusi didn't say anything, just stared at him blankly. Xu Jiashen thought that Shen Gusi was angry about his sudden appearance. After all, Xu Jiashen still clearly remembered the words "I don't want to see you again."

　　Xu Jiashen was a little flustered, and his hand loosened: "I was worried about you, and you didn't come back, so I came to find you. Don't worry, I'll take a look at your injury, and I'll leave if you're okay."

　　As he said this, he reached out to touch Shen Gusi's cheek again, but Shen Gusi stepped back to avoid him.

　　"I'm fine." Who can help you get your disability reexamination?

　　Now that he remembered everything, he could no longer look at Xu Jiashen with gratitude as he did when he didn't remember.

　　Shen Gusi was just sad. She was sad that even though she could not remember Xu Jiashen anymore, she still could not erase that layer of feelings that were buried deep in her heart.

　　So what if I don't remember? Since I saw Xu Jiashen again, although my memory is vague, when facing Xu Jiashen, the feeling of familiarity, desire to get close, and attachment has never stopped.

　　What made him sad was this indelible feeling for Xu Jiashen.

　　This will cause him to repeat the same mistakes over and over again.

　　"I......"

　　Xu Jiashen looked at his empty hand, suppressed the disappointment in his heart, slowly took it back, and said with a forced smile: "Since you are fine and don't want to see me, then I will... leave first and not disturb you."

　　There seemed to be a lot of reluctance in his expression. Shen Gusi couldn't understand it. The only thing he was thinking was why he had to pretend like this.

　　Why do you pretend to like me so much and be reluctant to let me go? Do you think he doesn't remember anything, so it's easier to deceive him, right?

He wanted to make himself act like a fool, just like he had done before, so that he could see how worthless he was in front of the person he loved with all his heart.

　　You can give it to others just by handing it over.

　　"I remember it all."

　　Shen Gusi spoke, towards Xu Jiashen's back.

　　Xu Jiashen turned around and asked in surprise and uncertainty: "What do you remember?"

　　Shen Gusi said slowly: "Everything."

　　"Everything."

　　He didn't want to go into too much detail. The pain, all the experiences, and the endless entanglements were all mentioned in just four light words.

　　"What exactly do you want me to do?" Shen Gusi asked.

　　He no longer had the energy to be angry; it was too tiring. After so many things had happened, just being alive made him breathless and unable to move.

　　When these words came out, it sounded more like a plea.

　　What exactly do you want from him?

　　"I know that I have done many things that you hate in order to be with you, but I have already received my retribution. I will not bother you anymore, you can rest assured."

　　There are some things he should have given up long ago.

　　If all the hard work in the world is rewarded, then how can there be such a word as "disappointment".