He is too well-behaved

Chapter 86. Xu watched his wife with someone else

　　But no.

　　Those imaginations were just his imaginations, ridiculous fantasies.

　　The reality is that Shen Gusi is leaning in Xiao Qi's arms, the two of them are so close, there is not a single gap, and nothing can separate them.

　　And what about myself? What am I?

　　He became an outsider, one who could only watch them hug and imagine that the action that once belonged only to him and Shen Gusi now also belonged to Xiao Qi and Shen Gusi.

　　A rubber band that has been stretched for too long will eventually break. Xu Jiashen felt a deep sense of sadness, and his heart was tightly twisted into a ball. His straight back suddenly bent, and his body swayed, as if he was going to fall down at any time.

　　"Shen Gusi..."

　　He called his name with difficulty, holding a little hope in his heart, hoping that Shen Gusi would remember him.

　　After hearing his voice, Shen Gusi just turned his head silently without even giving him a glance.

　　How did it become like this?

　　Xu Jiashen would rather Shen Gusi hate him than be forgotten. Being forgotten is more painful than hatred.

　　If you hate someone, at least he knows who you are, but if you forget someone, he will really treat you as an irrelevant stranger.

　　stranger.

　　No matter how great the events that had happened were, they no longer existed in his memory.

　　Shen Gusi, don't treat me like this.

　　Why did you forget? Is it because the hurt I caused you made you not want to think of me anymore? Is this your punishment for me?

　　Xu Jiashen's body shook, and the scene in front of him became blurred. The things around him turned into a few wisps of smoke and dissipated from his side and through his fingers.

　　He finally closed his eyes, and in the darkness, he seemed to hear Shen Gusi calling his name.

　　______

　　Xu Jiashen woke up in a big bed.

　　When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was the sunlight filtering in through the gaps in the curtains.

　　The unfamiliar environment caused Xu Jiashen's sluggish brain to start up slowly, his head felt dizzy and heavy, and his body ached as if it had been taken apart and put back together.

　　When he woke up a little, his first reaction was that he was in the hospital. He looked around and realized that this was not a hospital but someone's bedroom.

　　The simple and clean design makes the whole house look empty, and the gray, white and black tones always make people feel a chill.

　　Where is he?

　　Xu Jiashen held his forehead and tried hard to recall what happened before he fainted. The blurry fragments were like pieces of a puzzle, slowly reassembling and becoming clear.

　　He found Shen Gusi, but Shen Gusi didn't remember him.

　　Sadness suddenly surged towards him like the sea, oppressing him, drowning him, swallowing him, and sinking him to the deepest bottom of the lake.

　　The door was pushed open, and Xu Jiashen looked over and saw that the person who came was none other than Xiao Qi.

　　"woke up?"