Living Off Past Trauma.

They Know Pt.2: The voice note

Taylor Eima//Tai
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To be honest I'm not even the slightest bit mad. I'm just confused on why she never told me and how I couldn't pick it up. Was it because I'm so madly in love with her or because I'm just slow.

Wait did I just say I love her. I actually do so why the fuck am I surprised.

But that doesn't matter because I know there's a truth behind all this. Something that she herself can't overcome alone and I'm not gonna leave her because of it.

I played the voice note and we all listened. She did say I should make the others listen to it with me.

"Fuckin' shit. Ow!"

"Oh it's already recording. Okay so yea I know for a fact by know that y'all know I'm part of the hidden ravens and that I'm the sixth member of the sixies. It consists of my sperm donor Luca, his best friend slash my uncle Malik, my aunt Chanel, stupid ass half-brother Tjay who's Dippa and his stupid best friend Ryan who's Rugrat and then there's me. A trained Assassin."

"I've been forcefully put in this gang since the age of seven. Around the age I turned ten years old I was drugged by Tjay and Ryan. Drugged to the point where Ian even know what the fuck was going on. Got sexually assaulted in that very moment by Ryan. Uh...but like before that I was told to shoot someone. So I did. Only to find out that it was my mother. So yea I was forced to kill my mom without me even fucking know. Was also drugged into killing my grandparents from my mom's side." My heart instantly dropped. Raped??? RAPED!!!? what the...
Forced to kill her own mother and grandparents!!??

I was starting to get furious. That motherfucking bastard laid his nasty hands on my woman and made her live with the trauma. Fuckin' hell!!!!!!

"I feel like that was kinda irrelevant but I also feel y'all need to know every single little detail. Anyways somewhere at the ages of fourteen, I disappeared. I made myself disappear by living in a private witness protection organisation, I also kept a low profile. Yea, soon got adopted and I decided to change my second and last name from Armani Prince to Ka'Lani Brinks. Genuinely because I still wanted to keep a low profile and because I didn't want anything to do with the Prince's."

"I thought I was doing a good job... keeping it low but guess what, I didn't because nigga found me through Onika. Since they used to be friends and might've had something going on, ion really fucking know, he found me because of her. I'm not blaming her or anything. He found me around the ages of when I was fifteen. Nigga threatened my life, same goes for my family's, so I let it be. I wasn't allowed to tell anyone that he was my half brother."

"I can say a week before I last saw him, I found Ryan and Tjay tryna do something to Onika. I might've gotten the wrong idea, but I doubt I did. It looked like attempted rape or something. I didn't bother getting inside the house through the front door, so I went to the back and sneaked through the window. Mind you, she wanted them to leave but they didn't. So I shot Tjay in the chest, and Ryan in the arm because nigga fuckin moved. I sprinted towards them and drugged them. I was always handy at the time."

"Anyways at sixteen I was forced in planning the Federal Reserve Bank of New York heist for those bitches. So here's the catch, y'all prolly wondering why I didn't leave right? Yea well sorry to burst your bubble but I can't. My life's at stake, y'all lives at stake and same goes for my foster family. It's confusing but listen. I didn't wanna take part in that heist. I said I didn't wanna and I thought they understood. Only to find out that my lil sister went missing and my older brother got into an car accident, but they okay and alive right now. It was planned by Tjay and Ryan. I didn't care if I died, at this point I myself don't even care if I die at this very moment, but I know if I do, my foster family will be gone with me and I can't do that."