Life isn't too hard to predict. We have already been warned plenty of times about its ups and downs. What makes it hard for us to accept the flaws of our journey is the belief that we deserve to be happy, and the hope we hold on to— the hope that a lasting joy will soon be within our reach. It gets harder when you realize that at some point, a certain situation will always stain that joy.
Mahirap siguro talagang sumabay sa agos ng buhay. Kahit sabihin mong sanay ka na sa sakit, it will always leave an agonizing mark in our lives.
Sa huli, we'll only end up realizing that we can't fool ourselves.
How do we prevent this cycle from occuring?
"Tama na, itigil na natin 'to, Vionna."
Tears immediately rushed on my face. I couldn't believe what I was hearing, and it's breaking my heart too much.
"W-Why? What did I do? I-I..." Napalunok ako nang maramdaman ang pagbara ng hangin sa lalamunan ko.
Dayne shrugged, and his eyes were emotionless. Hindi ko alam na kaya niya palang magpakita ng ganitong ugali sa 'kin.
"I don't love you anymore. Sana sapat na rason na 'yan."
It shattered me until it became difficult for me to control my breathing.
I was gasping for air when I woke up.
Minsan, hindi ko rin maiwasang maisip kung may kahulugan 'yung masasamang mga panaginip ko.
I've heard several times before that dreams foreshadow our future. Isa 'yon sa mga bagay na nagpapabahala sa akin.
Pa'no kung magkatotoo 'yung mga panaginip na 'to? Sobrang nakakatakot. Alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko kakayaning harapin ang mga 'yon.
Dinampot ko ang phone ko na naiwan ko sa tabi ng unan ko. Tinignan ko kung may mensahe na si Dayne sa akin, at 'di ko mapigilang maluha nang makita na wala pa rin matapos ang ilang oras.
Sa sobrang tagal ng paghihintay ko, 'di ko namalayan na nakatulog na pala ako.
Binasa ko ang huling mga mensahe namin sa isa't isa.
Nazaire Dayne
Nazaire Dayne
Hey, love. I'll be hanging out with my friends today. I already told you about this, pero di naman ba nagbabago isip mo?
Vionna Carmeline
ofc not ! bakit naman di kita papayagan?
Nazaire Dayne
Idk, maybe because you want your boyfriend's attention all to yourself? 😉
Vionna Carmeline
haha funny, but no
make sure to always update me !
And for the next three hours after that, he did update me. Halos minu-minuto pa nga, kaya naman sobrang nakakapagtaka nang bigla nalang siyang hindi nag chat.
It made me worry so much. Nung una, inisip ko nalang na baka busy lang silang magkakaibigan, but it went on for more hours.
Pagsapit nang alas nuebe, napagpasyahan ko na tanungin na mismo ang kaibigan niya.
Skyrus Wilder
Vionna Carmeline
hi, sorry sa istorbo. just wondering what r u guys doing?
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