My Mate

Werewolves and dogs - I

Freen POV

I feel terrible as I am lying to Becky. I want to run away from this situation to process things and understand what is wrong with me, but I know that this will hurt her. Running away is not a solution for this thing.... Running away from everything is not even an option when it comes to Becky.

The receptionist took Bonbon up in lift. After a minute I gathered strength to face Becky. So I entered the building, but then as a coward I turned towards the stairway to hide from everyone as I don't know what I will say to Becky.

As I grabbed the stairway door handle, someone opened the door from inside, making me fall towards them as I was tightly holding the door handle.

"Umm....I see you were very desperate to meet me, but this is not a good etiquette." I moved my head back, realising that I fell over Becky.

"What?" I asked as I did not understand what she meant.

"I also missed you so much" Becky pulled me closer and closed the door.

If I let her take control now, then she will definitely find out that I am hiding something. I cannot let her take control of this interaction because I can feel it that if she asks my whereabouts of today, I will definitely lie.

NOT TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING IS BETTER THAN LYING! I GUESS...

I turned us around, pinning Becky on the door. I kept on looking at her.... looking in her beautiful eyes, filled with love for me. I cannot afford to lose her, I cannot live without her.

I have lost her before and tried living without her. Life without her is nothing but like a 24 hour job to pretend to be happy when I am not. She have my heart, and I won't let her run away with it again.

"You are beautiful" Becky complimented.

Becky is so perfect, what's wrong with me? Why am I like this? Why I do not have any powers and now I do not have any control over lying to her?

With all my disabilities and disadvantages, how did I managed to get someone so pretty and perfect like her? She does not deserve to be with someone like me....

I hugged her tightly.

BUT I WANT HER!

I already have her, I just need to make sure to never lose her!

"Thanks for saving my heart" Becky said, but I do not understand.

"I love you" I confessed.

"I love you too" Becky replies.

Finally she said she loves me back. I thought guest was angry with me before, but I was wrong.

"I am going to marry you and I will keep you bound to me all the lifetime." I declared.

"All the lifetime?" Becky asks.

I moved back to look at her. I looked in her eyes. Becky is so good to me, I will never get someone like her and I don't want anyone other than her, she already have my heart. But if I continue to do the things like I am doing right now, will she still decide to side with a terrible person like me?

I don't have anything to deserve someone so good like her.

I slowly leaned closer and kissed her on the lips. "Until you wish to be with me." Until you can continue forgiving me for my mistakes and until you can keep up to live with someone weak like me.

"What is up with you?" Becky asks.

I kissed her again "I love you". She might have realised that something is weird with me.