My Mate

Beyond my imagination

Becky POV

Sam has been very much cordial and good to me.

Who would ever believe that ghosts could be this beautiful and sweet.

I ALSO DON'T BELIEVE THIS!

So, hiding from Sam, I am meeting a psychiatrist.

She is a ghost, but she cannot pass through things like the ghosts I have seen in movies. If she wants to come in a room, she has to open the door like a normal person and then she can come in. She can move things around, this amused me, so I installed CCTV cameras secretly to keep an eye at her. But she cannot be captured in CCTV cameras.

I started a analysing the footages when she is with me. In those footages I noticed that when I remembered that she moved a door, in reality the door never moved. When I remembered her passing me my phone, in the footage it was me who got my phone by myself.

She is not real....

She is just an imagination, my brain has created.....

There is no proof of her existence....

She only has a name and remembers nothing about her past..... HOW CONVENIENT....

I have been meeting this human psychiatrist, lying to Sam by staging this meeting as a client meeting.

"In...my imaginations.... right from morning....she cleans my house, helps in choosing clothes for me, looks at me like a secret treasure and then ignores me whenever she wants. Why will I create an imaginary woman to give me comfort and to distress me at the same time?"

"Distress?" The psychiatrist asks.

"I feel different....I feel something unknown and strange when she does those small things for me.... And I feel distressed whenever she ignores knowingly. She thinks that I am not noticing her, but from the moment I found out about her, how can I stop thinking about a ghost attached to me? I just want to be free."

"Becky, maybe you needed friends, so you created her. You mentioned that your best-friend-cousin has been ignoring you for sometime now. Could it be like you are projecting your cousin as Sam? Your cousin was always present for you before, just like Sam right?"

"Yes, she was very close to me, but not anymore. I haven't talked to her at all in last 7 weeks. I don't know what the problem is."

"Maybe you should talk to her then. Becky I think that your relationship with your cousin is the reason you created Sam."

"Yuki won't talk to me. I have already tried reaching out to her, but she is completely out of my and everyone's reach. She don't want to talk to anyone." I explained.

"What do you think about getting new real friends instead of having imaginary an friend as Sam?"

This proposition... suddenly gave me an idea.

After this session, I decided to make new friends so that I won't need an imaginary one.

But... it's not that easy as it sounds.

Sam is unique and different.

The psychiatrist said that I might be projecting Yuki at Sam, but Yuki never looked at me like Sam steal glances at me.

Sam makes me soace out when she does that.

I tried looking out for new friends, but I failed to connect with anyone like I already connect with Sam.