My Mate

Dreams

Two months later....

Becky POV

I again saw her... Sam...in my dreams.

She did not talked to me and looked at me as if she despises me.

I started getting these dreams from last week.

I always see her on a boat. She is in some kind of fishermen boat, living as a crew on it. Whenever I call for her she ignores me.

Initially I was afraid that she might disappear when I touch her, just like how she disappeared that night....but then, I still went ahead and today, I grabbed her....I grabbed her hand and she finally looked at me.

She looked angry, but at least she looked at me.

"I am sorry for that night" I said and left her hand to give her space.

Sam didn't replied anything and she went on with the activities that she does on the boat as a crew member.

She smiles and talks to others, but she always ignores me.

"I saw her again and this time I touched her." I said to Yuki.

Yuki is back in Bangkok. She also had a tough breakup, and when I confided with her about Sam, she understood me and supported me in getting back to normal.

But without Sam, I cannot be normal again, I cannot be like my self, because a part of me is missing....the part which she took away with her.

I do not go to work anymore. Richie has taken over my place in my company and I usually stay in my apartment with Bonbon and Yuki.

Yuki has moved in with me when she saw how depressed I was when Sam was gone. She understands my feelings as she is also feeling same after her breakup.

"Really? Did you saw anything else....like where the boat is or the boat name?" Yuki asks as she works on some documents.

"No, I only followed her around" I replied.

Hearing me, Yuki looked at me, thinking something. "Maybe you should ask her where she is" she said.

"What do you mean where? I already know where she is."

"Where?" Yuki asks.

"In my dreams" I joked and Yuki threw a file over me.

"Next time when you see her, try asking her about her location" Yuki said and caught the file that I threw at her.

"Sure" I replied and continued with my day.

I took Bonbon for a walk. Gave him lunch and then I fell asleep with him on the couch.

In my dream.... I am again on the boat. It's night here, Sam was sleeping in her quarters that she is sharing with another man. They have their individual beds.

I climbed on top of Sam, waking her up and then she made some space so that I can lie on the small bed with her.

I saw her staring at me, so I looked back at her.

"I love you." I said to her.

Silence....

"Where is this place" I asked to break this awkward silence and to try to talk to her. I just want to hear her voice.

"Nowhere" Sam replied and faced away from me.

"Sam.."

"Sam..."