My Mate

Trouble walking in

Becky POV

It is 3 am in Bangkok.

Tomorrow is my weeding with Anita.... No...not tomorrow, but.... today in.... a few hours.... I will marry Anita.

For two days....I cried....

I cried not because of her, but because of myself. I cried thinking why I am this stupid and naive to be easily controlled by that wolf. I was so in love with her that I gave her a chance to walk over me and break my heart and pride in front of everyone.

The sadness which was filled in me, I felt it suddenly lessened, maybe because I already cried about it for so long.

Feeling better after a long time, I decided to sleep and rest.

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2 hours later

I woke up as I was unable to breathe again. I saw a dream where she dumped me in front of the world.

I relaxed realising that I don't need to be scared as this has already happened.

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7am in morning

I couldn't sleep anymore, so I stayed awake. I meditated to calm myself and to get myself ready to marry Anita.

"SHE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND SHE IS ONLY MINE!"

Freen's voice came from somewhere, so I stupidly looked around in the room, but she is not here.

My stupid heart is imagining things.

I am feeling so many things right now.

I feel sadness, anxiety, nervousness, anger, and many more feelings. There is also a strange feeling, this I got in the morning when suddenly I felt like my heart was tugging to be out. But right now, it feels that my heart is tugging something towards us.

I KNOW....I AM OVERTHINKING HERE....

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I dressed up in the dress that I would have worn while marrying Freen. I did not want to change the wedding dress because I selected and loved this dress. Freen did nothing about selecting the dresses and planning the wedding. It was all my effort and I won't waste my efforts for that wolf.

"WEDDING!" I heard Freen saying. This time I did not stupidly checked around me for her, because I know that she is not naive enough to come here. And, also she does not care enough to come here.

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An hour later

I was feeling stuffy inside the house, so I came out in the enclosed garden to get some air. I sat near the fountain, seeing my reflection in the water.

"THESE VAMPIRES AND THEIR HEIGHTENED EMOTIONS!

I DON'T HAVE TIME TO RESOLVE ALL THIS NOW!" I heard Freen's voice.

Even her imagination is now mocking me.

I PITY MYSELF....

I tried to clean up all the negative thoughts I am having today.

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Few minutes later

"THERE SHE IS...."

"SHE LOOKS SO PRETTY...."

"MY HEART.....IT FEELS LIKE IT WOULD BOUNCE OUT....."

"In this pink gown, she looks like a princess.....MY PRINCESS...."