Don't push me off the edge.

Fifty - Emma

'Yeah, I am."

You knew this was going to happen. He doesn't really love you, you know that.

I cried the more my thoughts continued. Why would he think I would do these horrible things?

" How much longer?" I ask while sobbing.

" Forty five minutes." She replies. Still staring at the computers.

" Tell him that I'm home and he can meet me there wherever he get's out." I ran outside the store.

Like hell I'm going back to the hotel. I don't want to be where I'm not wanted.

I didn't know where I should go. Gwen? Nah, Aaron would tell him where I might be and say I could be there. 

I gulped down my tears as I ran through the crowd of people. Running to the bathroom. When I managed to get it empty and I closed myself into the biggest stall I saw.

I took out my phone. Could I trust Aaron? Who am I kidding, I can't trust anyone anymore. I put it back. I couldn't go to Gwen, I couldn't go to my cliff. I cried as I pleased, as much as I wanted. 

I wanted someone to hold me and kiss my forehead as I cried. Put my face in their chest. Tell me it would be okay, but now, I didn't have anyone to do that. I didn't have Derek to be there for me. Cause he was the one who caused it. 

Back to being alone.