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Chapter 37: Your Eyes on Me! -Jealousy-

Kyouhei Yagami.

Ever since that day under the rain, he always had been in my mind. Be it from wondering just what kind of person he really is to what he does in his life.

All in all, I have become interested in him. No... rather, my interest on him has grown. I knew he would be worth my interest the moment he did not look at me but I guess I began to think about it now, huh?

Wondering just who really is Kyouhei Yagami, I learned that he was constantly on odd terms than anyone. He thinks differently than anyone. Given that he is a genius and being on a level that no one in his peers could reach...

I realised just how truly alone Kyouhei Yagami is..

People did not just avoid him because of his self centered, mean and blunt attitude, it was also because he is on another world than them. Solving problems that no one could do, doing and mastering things in only one try. Such monstrous talent. They feared him.

Perhaps it had already been that way since his was young... perhaps because of that... he had already given up and put up such an attitude... to drive away people...

Knowing this... my heart aches. No matter what you are, being alone is not something you would like...

Perhaps this was all just in my perspective. Perhaps Kyouhei Yagami never gave much thought to it. Perhaps his life was totally different than what I had imagined.... but even so...

"I want to be your friend!"

Shouting my resolve in front of the mirror in my room, I steeled myself for the upcoming trials. You who had already gave up on forming bonds... if you who had done so, had chose to gaze at the sky because you had gave up on people...

Then I want your eyes on me and only on me.

"But it's easier said than done, huh?"

Kyouhei Yagami is a very difficult person to approach eveb just by judging from his appearance. He gave off this bad vibe that means that he rather not want to have anything to do with people. That was just from the vibe, not his attitude. Even just now, he brushed me off like I was nothing when I greeted him.

"I thought I had a chance since he helped me and all the other day... guess I was just imagining it, huh?"

"What's wrong Mizu-chii? You seemed troubled about something?"

"Huh? No, it's nothing. I was just imagining some stuffs."

"Eh? Aw, come on! Tell me~ Mizu-chii~"

She may had been my best friend but this was something that I rather not tell her. I mean, how would she react if I told her that I wanted to be friends with that Kyouhei Yagami?! Sure she seems to have a positive outlook of Kyouhei Yagami but that is because of her overly high level of optimistism. She knows about how Kyouhei Yagami treats everyone including me and there were times that she even disagrees of how he acts... she even did advised me, like the rest, to just not 'annoy' him.

Knowing that even everyone had centered around to go against befriending him, I could not help but feel very hurt. Can they not see that it is cruel of them to do so?

But even with that in my mind, I could not voice my thoughts because in a way, justice is on their side.

If so, then I shall be the only one to be his friend.

But the main subject also rarely comes to school! Just how troublesome can he get?! Yet I guess that part of him... is somewhat cool...? Oh dear, am I interested in the bad boy kind of guy? Now that is just wrong.