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Chapter 15: The Literature Club IV

"Kyou-kun, are we friends?"

"What is with you all of a sudden? Asking something as trivial as that?"

"Hm? Nothing. I just thought of talking with you to pass time. It's kinda boring here."

"Well it's your fault for coming to school so early."

"Well it's the only time that I get to be with you like this."

"Whatever. It's not like we do much anyway. Look, you are not as active as you usually were when you're with 'them'."

"Them? Oh, you mean Mizuki-chan and the others? Well.. that's because.."

"I'm not asking you why. I'm going to continue my sleep. So be quiet."

"...okay...."

"...although.... you never really did answered my question, Kyou-kun."

The bell rang to inform everyone that it was now recess time. Once more, I decided to walk away from Sora seeing as he has yet again disrupted my sleep in class.

"Ah! Kyouhei! What if you passed out once more?"

"Relax, I feel fine."

That's what I said to myself the other day and looked at what had happened. But still, I can't really have Sora tag along with me. I was going to see Haru.

And like I've said to mysefl so many times. Me and Haru together and being seen by Sora is the one thing that I don't want to happen.

Why am I going to see Haru? Well I don't really know why but I felt like I want to go and see her. Something along those lines.

Entering the library, I noticed that the place was as quiet as it should be. No one was even around.

"Maybe she's at that place."

Not maybe. She is going to be there. After all, it is her secret place.

"She's not here..."

Surprising enough, I didn't see her even when I went to the secret place. I don't really understand. Wasn't she supposed to be here during recess?

Wait. Why did I decided that she would most certainly be here during recess even though I just met her a few days ago? I don't even know much of her to an extent. I only know about her life. Not who she is. So why was I so certain that she would here?

Plus, why do I feel disappointed when I didn't see her here?! Ah! This is such a pain! I'll go and have my usual nap here. That's what I came here for after all.

Liar. I came here to see Haru and I'm just sulking right now since she's not here.

"Shut up, you stupid brain!"

I shouted to the thin air. Thank God that this place was isolated from view, if not people would have seen me talking to myself, no, shouting to myself like a total idiot.

I'm not gonna live through the embarassment.

I couldn't sleep. My mind was always on Haru. I kept thinking of where she would be. Maybe she was in her classroom? That sounds possible but then I don't know where her class is.

She's my girlfriend and I don't know anything about her! This is so frustrating! Why do I feel such way?! I mean we just became a couple so that she can reach her goal but then?! Why am I-

Argh!! Stupid Haru! Why are you not here?! Thanks to you, now my mind is a mess! Thank you so much!

I continued rambling in my thoughts and before I knew it, recess was over.