Is this reality? (Youtuber fanfiction - Alfie Deyes, Jack and Finn Harries)

Seriously?

*Elises point of view*

I stood alone in the corridor I put my fingers to my lips - I had just kissed Finn and it was perfect and I knew I shuold be so much happier but then I realised I was in an awful situation where I felt strongly about numerous guys and that was ruining how I felt about an individual.

I could feel myself panicking at the thought of messing everything up, I felt my vreathing gte shallow and the familiar wave of dizziness flood over me knowing I could no longer prevent it from happening but let it take its toll..