Is this reality? (Youtuber fanfiction - Alfie Deyes, Jack and Finn Harries)

Heart break

*alfies point of view*

I was so angry and upset and it wasn't fair because Elise wasn't mine to get upset over. But I couldn't think, I threw open the stair case corridor panting to stop myself sobbing I sprinted taking two steps all the time blowing the air out of my cheeks.

I got to the our door and swiped the key slipped in and shut the door behind me. I paused standing alone on the room.

Elise was every where;

Her make up decorated the dressing table, her clothes littered on the floor the bathroom smelling of her and her soaps. I breathed heavily before being hit by wave of frustration I yanked at my tie, throwing my jacket on the floor before sinking down against the wall letting out loud angry sobs I'd Been holding in for such a long time. I buried my head in my hands and cried like a sulking child..