Is this reality? (Youtuber fanfiction - Alfie Deyes, Jack and Finn Harries)

walk on

*Elises point of view*

I walked along next to Joe and Louise the three of us in an in depth conversation about what we thought we were going to choose for Lunch 

'Half Chicken every time' said Joe 'Hot sauce *mwah*' he said kissing his fingers 'bellísimo'

'ooh you know last time I had a mushroom cheese wrap' said Louise 'that was pretty good'

'Who on earth goes to Nandos and doesn't eat Chicken' laughed Finn putting his arms around mine and Louises shoulders

'erm actually Finny every vegetarian that's ever walked through that door' laughed Louise shoving him off her  

I smiled up at him my stomach in knots

Louise subtly dropped behind continuing to ask Joe about the Nandos menu leaving me and Finn to lead the group

'How did you sleep?' He asked smiling down at me

'Pretty good and yourself?' 

'yeah great thanks... You know I have been thinking and I really don't want this to come out the wrong way...'

I tensed up anxiously waiting for his next sentence

'... I really like you but I just don't want to let the others into what happened last night or what I really hope might happen again' he said winking 

I flushed but couldn't help smiling

'I mean we have come as a huge group I just don't want to isolate ourselves or be annoying do you know what I mean?' he said looking worried

I breathed out anxiety seeping out of me 'My thoughts exactly, thank you for under standing' 

he squeezed my hand discretely dropping it before anyone else could pick up on it