Lost in Dallas [COMPLETED]

3.

Cameron's POV

When she started crying and running i realized what i did. What's wrong with me? Why i acted like that? I just ruined her life because she didn't wanted to be seen with me?

I saw Molly approaching me and said: ''you might not be a player, but you're an horrible person... You should be ashamed of yourself'' and slapped me. I deserved it.

I see Kian and JC next to me looking at me like they were my parents. Great.

''Cameron, what the fuck was that?'', Kian says.

''That was so fucked up bro...'', JC says.

''I know, i fucking know... I need to find her. Talk to you guys later''.

I start running and i see her getting out of the house.

''Adrianna, Adrianna!'', i yell, ''please, stop, stop running''. She stops but i can't see her face. ''Adrianna, look at me''. She turns and i watching her like that broke my heart. If i ever had one.

''What do you want Cameron?'', she asks. ''Oh good, you brought your squad to humiliate me again?''

''Wha--'', i look behind me and everyone in the party's looking at us.

''Adrianna, i'm sorry... I didn't mean to hurt you''

''Yes you did Cameron, don't you see? That's what you do. You hurt people. You hurt the ones who wants to be with you and the ones who doesn't. Don't even bother to say sorry, what's done it's done. You already proved everyone's right about you.''

I felt like dying. I knew i crossed a line. Her eyes were drowning in tears and i hated myself for making her feel like that.

''A., le'ts go'', says Molly.

''Please Adrianna, let me explain..'' i beg.

''Just, don't talk to me again. Ever. Please''

And saying that she gets into Molly's car and leave the party. Everyone's silent, looking at me. I did something horrible. I was so immature. God, she must be hating me right now...

Adrianna's POV

As soon as i get into Molly's car i felt like i could finally breathe. I was so hurt, so ashamed. I knew he was a player, but not a douche. My eyes itch from crying. Ugh...

''Are you okay A.?'', asks Molly.

''I will be''

''Are you sure? Do you want to crash in my house or..?''

''No it's fine. But thank you anyway. And sorry for making you leave.''

''Are you kidding me? I didn't wanted to be there after what happened.''

I fake a little smile for her. I only know her for 4 days now, but she's been acting more like a real than anyone in my life has and i'm grateful for having her right now.

When we finally arrive to my place i say ''Molly, thank you for everything. I don't want to abuse your friendship but... Can you pick me up tomorrow? I don't want to arrive alone to---''

''Don't even ask, i was planning to'', she cuts me off.

''Thank you'', i smile and wave good bye to her.

When i get home everyone's sleeping. It's just 1am, they must be really tired. I took all my clothes on and decided to take a hot shower. College was supposed be better than high school, people act different.. But damn, it doesn't feel the same. I started panicking. COLLEGE COULD NOT BE LIKE HIGH SCHOOL. NO. I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT.

High school was the worst. I used to be fat kid. I was bullied during my 4 years. I had the worst nickname in the whole world, ''Fat Ade''. Since freshman everyone started to call me ''Fat Ade'', even teachers. They mocked me for 3 years... Until i got tired and spent the whole summer before senior year working out and eating less.

When senior year started everyone thought i was a new girl. To be honest, i looked smoking hot. I was skinny, shredded legs, long hair, big brown eyes. I was hot. But still insecure.

When they realized i was ''Fat Ade'', they started calling me bulimic, suicidal, worthless... Like, people WILL NEVER have enough. So i decided to ignore them.

I sat on my bathtub and cried. I can't go back there. And i can't go back to college tomorrow. It's gonna be an awful day...

- NEXT DAY -

I wake up. It's 6:30am. Too early. Look myself in the mirror and i'm disgusted. These eye bags won't work for today, but i'm too sad/disappointed/ashamed to care. Got into my bathtub. I decided to wear my 'confident outfit', 'cause i knew today would be a hard day. I didn't ate breakfast, i wasn't in the mood for food.

It's 7:40am and Molly picked me up. The ride to college is pretty silent, but i know she respects me and know i'll talk to her when i'm ready.

Maybe i'm overreacting about last night. Maybe i should let it go. But that hurt me. Why? 'Cause i was praying those rumor about Cameron weren't true and now he seems worst person i imagined.

Walking thru the hallway i could feel almost EVERY EYE looking at me. Some of them looked me sorrow & others mocked me. But it was okay though. I just needed to survive this day and i thought i would until Cameron appears in front of me.

''Adrianna, can we talk?'', he ask.

''I told you to leave me alone. Please.''

''Don't act like a bitch Adrianna'', he whispers, ''I really need to talk--''. He stopped talking. He just realized he called me 'a bitch', again.

''Two in a row... Just leave me the fuck alone. I don't want to talk to you. Not today, not ever. Just leave me alone!'', i say, kinda too loud feeling the looks toward us.

''Fine'', he says and leaves.

Molly comes running to me and says ''Wtf just happened A.?''

''He wanted to talk to me and then called me a bitch (again).''

''He's such a douche, c'mm.''

I only had two classes today and the next one was Human Silhouettes. I sit right next to a guy who seems familiar. Oh! I remember! He's the one that gave me my class schedule the first day.

''Hey'', i say.

''Oh hey! Adrianna right? I'm Jack, Jack Gilinsky.  I didn't get to tell you my name.''

''Nice to meet you Jack''

''So, how's college treating you?''

''Good tbh, how bout you?'', i lie. But i don't want to bring drama up this conversation. He's cute and seems to be really nice.

''I'm glad, good too! Hey, would you like to grab lunch someday with me? Like, today, idk'', he smiled and his cheeks turned red.

I smiled, ''yes, i'd love to''.

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