Lost in Dallas [COMPLETED]

19.

ADRIANNA'S POV

''Jack... Wh-what are you doing here?'', i asked confused and scared at the same time. It seemed like he was there the entire time and heard my conversation with Chris. I shouldn't be scared, he's not my boyfriend or anything. But i was and i couldn't tell why.
''I came to give you these flowers'', he says handing me a bouquet of red roses. How did he knew those are my favorites?
''You didn't have to'', i replied grabbing the flowers. They're beautiful.
''I realized. It seems like you have someone...''
''No Jack, he's a new friend...''

''It's okay, really. I realized all of this is too much for you and for me too. You will never watch me like you used to or love me like you love C--'', he shut himself realizing he was about to say his name. He was about to hurt me. And it did. He didn't hurt me but almost hearing his name did. He didn't crossed my mind today until now. ''The point is'', he continues, ''it's better if we stay out of each other's lives''.
''You don't want to be my friend?''
''I can't be your friend Adrianna. It would kill me. So it's better this way''.
''Fine then'', i said turning my back on him and getting into my house. I'm pissed off, mad and i didn't know why. But maybe he's right. Maybe it's better that way.

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It's friday which means i have a date with Chris today. I've been thinking about our date the whole week. I'm pretty excited yet scared. Molly took me to a spa this morning where we were treated like queens. We got massages and our nails/eyebrows done.

I can't get tired of saying how lucky i am to have Molly. She's been always there for me and she was the first person who warned me about Cam... Then it hit me. She told me he ruined her life but we never spoke about it. I need to know what he did to her.

We're in a jacuzzi drinking margaritas and having a good time. I don't want to ruin this moment by asking her something that might bring bad memories or something. But i need to know so badly so i take the risk.

''Molly, can i ask you something?''
''Of course, hit it!''
''Sorry for asking this but... When we met, you told me Cameron ruined your life... What he did?''

Her eyes widened and she almost spit her strawberry margarita. She looked me straight in the eyes and let a loud sight out.
''I will tell you this because i trust you but nobody in college knows'', she said.
''You can trust me Molly. Always'', i said. She nodded.
''Look... I bet he doesn't remember because i've changed a lot since then, physically talking. I was a sophomore in Chino Hills High School and he was a senior back then. His friends used to be bullied because i was fat. They called me ''biggie molly'' every day, pushed me into the lockers or just grabbed all my books and threw them in the floor. It was a daily nightmare. At first, he didn't do anything, he just watched. Until one day i was walking through the hallway... One of his mates pushed me so i fell in the floor so hard i hit my head. Cam quickly stood up and helped me to stand up. He grabbed my books and bag and walked me into the nursery because i was bleeding. He stayed there with me until my mom picked me up. He seemed to feel guilty about something so i told him it wasn't his fault and he said he was sorry for how stupid his mates were. I smiled and thought 'hey, he's not like other guys', but i was so wrong''. She stopped and took a big breath. I could feel the pain in her voice. I knew this story will end up bad and i will probably hate him after this.
''So'', she continued, ''the next day nothing happened. No one pushed me, no one called me names, nothing. I was afraid, i thought they were planing something but a week later i noticed they walked past me and nothing happened so i thought they got tired or something... And then it happened. This guy called Andrew asked me out and i said ''no'', because i thought he was joking... He's a senior asking out a sophomore? That never happens. Until he said sorry about what happened. He told me Cameron spoke with them after that day and they decided not to bother me anymore. He just wanted to 'prove' me how sorry he was by asking me on a date. I decided to take the risk Ade... And well, he picked me out and took me to his house. He cooked for me, we drank champagne, we talked a lot, we laughed. I really had a good time. Until i started to feel dizzy, like if i was drugged and i passed out. The other day i woke up in my bedroom not knowing how. I thought that maybe i had so much fun that i didn't remember. I even was excited to see him again in school so i dressed up, grabbed my stuff and my mom drove me to school. When i got there everyone was looking at me and smiling. I felt weird but i was naïve and thought they were happy because i dated Andrew or some shitty stuff like that. I smiled them back. But that was until i started walking through the hallway. People started making pig noises, yelling ''slut'' and ''whore'' at me and i didn't knew why. I saw my only too friends walking past me. They didn't wanted to talk to me. I was so confused until i saw Andrew with his mates laughing in a corner so i walked towards them.
''What the fuck is happening Andrew? Why everyone's calling a slut?''. I realized my voice was out of tone because everyone in the hallway were looking in our direction. He looked me and let a laugh out saying ''because, that's what you are Molly. You're a big fat worthless slut so please get out of my sight''. His mates started laughing and making fun of me and i still didn't understood what the hell was happening. I started crying and ran into the girl's bathroom to try to get my shit together... A girl stood by my side and asked me if was okay. I nodded and she handed me a napkin so i could dry my tears. I thank her and she told me ''don't worry, they did the same thing to me a year ago.. You'll get through it, i promise'', and smiled. She started to walk away until i stopped her. ''Wait... Why this is happening? I don't know what's happening'', i said to her. She shook her head and pulled out her phone ''you'll hate this''. She showed me a video of me, naked. With all his friends around me touching me and grabbing my private parts. I was totally passed out and they were making fun of me. I realized they were all there except Cameron until i heard ''Cameron let me grab the camera''... He recorded everything and probably was the one who leaked the video''.
By when she stopped talking the both of us were crying so i hugged her tightly. She was shaking, i could feel the fear through her skin. I hugged her so tightly and told her :''nothing like this will ever happen to you Molly. You have me now. I won't let anything happen to you''. She sightly smiled and told me ''never tell him this or anyone, please Ade''. I smiled. ''I won't. I promise''

I tried to keep myself together but i was in shock. How could he do that to someone? To someone so caring and loving like Molly? I couldn't believe i was with someone like that.
And since that moment i knew... I knew i'd leave Cameron buried in the past forever.

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Adrianna. x