Lost in Dallas [COMPLETED]

16.

ADRIANNA'S POV

It's been almost a week since Cameron left with Taylor to Indiana. I've spent all these days laying down in bed. My brother managed i was excused of every class until next Monday.

Molly's been by my side the entire week. We went to the movies, ate chinese food, spoke about life. We really had a nice time. She didn't asked me about Cam or anything. Maybe she knew he left. Hell, i bet everyone knows. And i bet everyone knows i tried to kill myself. I bet Jack spread it already.

Breaking the silence between us, i ask Molly if she has Heard anything about Cameron. She looks at me with loving and caring eyes. I know i'm suffering and the best for be its avoid any conversation that has to do with Cameron but i need to know. His everything that goes through my mind.

                 

''No Ade, i'm sorry. No one saw him after his fight with Jack in the hallway. Jack friends said Jack went to his house the day after their fight apologize with him and found him putting his bags on Taylor's truck. He tried to talk to Cameron but he only replied ''let things go, i'm leaving, it doesn't matter anymore'' and he left.''

Whoa. I feel something pushing my chest again. I feel the tears pushing their way out in my eyes edge. Again, that pain... That pain in my chest because i let him go. I could've called him, i could've go to Indiana and drag his ass back to California. But i didn't. I was a coward. Both were. He left and i let him.

Molly hugs me and says: ''everything will be okay. Look, people know he left and they know it's not your fault. He explained everything to everyone. They're not mad at you, they're mad at Jack though. And some people have been asking me for you. They're worried. And trust me Ade, everything will me alright.''

I smile and say ''thank you so much Molly. You're an wonderful friend''. She laughs. ''I know i am!''

                 

It's already 11pm so Molly have to go. She's gonna pick me up tomorrow to go to class together and i'm glad she offered to pick me up. I'm not ready to arrive alone to college.

I put my pjs on and lay down on my bed. This past days i've been meditating a lot about what happened. About Jack, Cam, the hospital, everything... Even though i don't want to, i have to take some hard decisions... I know when i go to class tomorrow everyone's look will be towards me. Some people will look at me worried, others with disgust. But it's okay.

It's been a hard month for me but all i gotta do is to stay strong , be myself, try to be happy and, like Cam said to Jack, let things go.

But leaving my feelings behind will be hard. But he did and so i will.