Lost in Dallas [COMPLETED]

6.

CAMERON'S POV

Did i just saw Adrianna hooking up with Jack? Whoa, i feel disgusted... I mean, it's fine i know they're dating but...

I walk into my room and lay down in my sofa looking at the window. Why i feel so disgusted? Why i feel... sad? Why this girl i barely know affects me so f****ing much? Why she chose Jack instead of me? Well, it's her lose. I need to let things go. She's my best mate girlfriend. Even if she was into me i couldn't do that to Jack.

I need to find a way to get my sh*t together again. And like the player i am, i know how to do that.

ADRIANNA'S POV

I can't believe Cameron walked in when i was having sex with Jack. I'm so ashamed right now. He must be thinking i'm easy to hook up with. Even though i'm dating Jack, still...

I thinking i'm a little bit desperate about everything. Jack's my first real boyfriend and there's tons of girls who would do anything to hook up with him. And i'm lucky 'cause we're exclusive. I'm his, he's mine. But i have this feeling with Cameron, every time he's around i feel insecure, sad, excited. Too many mixed emotions and i don't know why.

I need to stop thinking about it and focus on my boyfriend. We'll be dating for one month in a week. I need to find him a gift. A cute one.

It's been two weeks since the Cam walked in incident and i haven't seen him around lately. Maybe he's dating with someone. Well, good for him i guess. Who i'm kidding? Even thinking about seeing him with someone else makes me wanna puke. But that's none of my business. I wish it was though.

It's been a while since i don't hang out with Molly and the girls, i miss them a lot. So we chatted and decided to spend the day on the beach. I wish i could put my mind away for a few secs.. All i can think about is Cameron and where he has been the past few days. I sightly asked Jack where was he and he told he hasn't seen him in days too. He seemed lowkey worried, but anyways...

''A., are you okay? You seem distant...'', Molly asked.

We've met a month ago and it feels like i know her since always. She always know how i'm feeling and find every way to put a smile in my face.

''Yeah i just was thinking about life'', i reply, lowkey lying.

We joked a lot, ate pizza, surfed a little bit (i'm learning) and actually had a good time with my girls.

It's almost 6pm so we decided to back home. On our way to the car i hear a familiar voice. I turn and i see Taylor, Nash, Hayes and... And Cameron. He has his arms around a girl's waist and they're too close. He's laughing and so does she. They seem to be happy. Suddenly i feel sad and decided to turn and walk to my car praying they don't see me when..

''Aye Adrianna!''... GREAT. ''Come over here!'', yells Nash.

Great.

A: Hi guys!

Tay & Hayes: Hi Ade!

Whoa, they just called me 'Ade'? Cute. I like it. I smile.

Nash: How are you beautiful? I haven't seen you in a while!

A.: Ah you know, been hella busy..

Tay: You've been busy or Jack has you busy? We haven't seen him much either.

A.: Hahaha, well you know.

Tay: I like seeing you guys together. Tbh i thought it wouldn't last. He used to be hella player like Cameron.

What? Jack used to a player? Wtf?

Cam: Yeah, i used to be one too. Until i found Mia.

She smiles and he kisses her. Are you serious? This must be a damn joke. That Mia girl looked like a white chimpanzee. And her hair was clearly fake. Wait.. Why i'm so jealous? Well, he can do better, just saying.

A.: Well guys, gotta go see Jack, see you around!

That was weird... Is he really into her?

CAMERON'S POV

I'm so mad, i've been avoiding Adrianna the past two weeks and i just today i had to see her. She seemed so overwhelmed when she saw me with Mia. Like sad and mad. I know i affect her the same way she affects me but i won't put my hopes up. Anyways, Mia and I are just hooking up. I needed to find a way to stop thinking about Ade.

Every one was surprised i told i stopped being a player because of Mia 'cause they knew we're just hooking up but seeing Ade's face light down the way it did made me realize how stupid i was.

To be honest i've made a lot of mistakes. I'm popular, i have fans, people love me. But i feel empty. I thought that fame, money and chicks would make me happy but it didn't. After a while i realized that even there's 1,000 people around me i still feel alone. Inexistent. Empty.

And then i met Ade. She looked so silly running in the hallway. When i saw her seconds before our bodies collided i knew she was that one thing i needed in my life to finally feel something again. But people started to warn her about me. I wasn't going to hurt her. I would never. And when she told me the reason why she was avoiding me i just flipped. I got hella mad. I went to my house and started throwing shit away and breaking things. I never put my eyes on a girl first, they've always come to me and when i do people fuck everything up. We talked one day and the next day she already knows everything... Or she thinks he knows. Almost every rumor about me is true but there's a few who aren't. I wanted her to know that.

I wish i could just turn my feelings for her off. It seems like some people are made to love each other but not be together (even though i don't know if she really has feelings for me).

Walking into my house and still can't stop thinking about Ade...

I just... ---

''Oh Jack!'', someone moaned.

Oh for God's sake, not again...

''Ohhh, Bella, yeahh'', Jack moans.

Wait, wtf? That's not Ade...