Lost in Dallas [COMPLETED]

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I haven't updated in a while because i'm in finals and college is really important to me. It's practically taking all my time. I'll try to make this chapter long enough for y'all :).

-A

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ADRIANNA

''We need to fucking talk'', i say clearly pissed off to Chris and Molly who are looking at me with wide eyes. They look at each other's eyes and there's something in the way they look i can't recognize. Guilt, maybe? I don't know. I ran my fingers through my hair while trying to figure out how i'm gonna deal with the information Nash just gave me.

I should ask them is it's true but deep inside i know it is true. I've always been suspicious of them honestly; at how they used to look at each other and how they used to talk. It wasn't like they met because of me, it felt like they've known each other for a long, long time. It's like they were hiding something and it was weird. I felt so alone when i was in the same room as them. It felt like they were the only ones who existed in the universe and i wasn't part of their life or the universe, probably. I used to think i was being obnoxious about it; i even started to believe i was going crazy and obsessed with that. And i was, truly, but i started to let that go. It was way too much. Too much analyzing, too much paying attention to their behavior and i was getting too obsessed. Chris even started to notice. I looked at them pissed every time they talked. He asked me if i was okay, if i was mad and i tried to shake it off. Several times. He asked and asked but Molly didn't even realized i was mad. Not quite a bite. So i just decided to shake it off.

I thought so many times i was wrong but i wasn't. Have you ever had the thought of something is wrong, that something is so sketchy that start getting obsessed about it but then you let it go wishing you were just being crazy and that nothing is real?

But the fact is, i wasn't wrong and all and maybe that was the most painful thing that could ever happened.

Yeah, probably i should ask them because i'm just making assumptions but i don't because i'm sure they'll deny everything; also because Nash doesn't gain anything lying. Nash has been there for me since Cameron left and he's been such a good friend a good source of comfort for me. He's been honest with me and he has showed me how true friends should act towards us. When he called me and told me he didn't hesitate. His words were strong, deep, honest. He also told me he's not doing this for Cameron at all, he's doing that for me; he told me it doesn't matter if i'm over with Cameron, that i deserved to know the truth. I truly believed him.

I walked the room in circles trying to figure put how to put my thoughts into words; how to explain to them. No, i don't have to explain them anything, they're the one who have to explain to me. But what do i say? How do i start?

I open my mouth to say something but i quickly close it. I don't wanna look insecure or like i'm hesitating. I'm pretty sure of what happened. I know Nash said the truth.

''Are you gonna tell us what's going on?'', says Chris with a touch of annoyance in his voice. I glare at him and, well, if i could kill him with me eyes he'd be dead by now.

I look at Molly and she's biting her nails and she's sightly nervous. That's weird. She's very outgoing and she doesn't get nervous at all; biting her nails? That's odd as well. She's really careful with her nails and she loves to have them well done and pretty. The fact she's biting them and looking everywhere but me says a lot.

I'm still trying to figure out what i'm going to say. I was about to ask them until i realized what i have to do. I'm not gonna question them, i'm gonna inform them i already know their secret.