Lost in Dallas [COMPLETED]

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The Outfield was so, so good! I loved it! Nash & Cam were great in it! -A

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CAMERON

The sunlight crossing my face trying to wake me up from the amazing dream i was having but i don't let him. My eyes fought to open up while i was still lost in my dreams. My dreams about her.

I dreamed about birds, flowers and butterflies. I dreamed about blue skies, shiny sun and palm trees. I dreamed about love, connection, lust and her lips. I dreamed about rosy cheeks and her silly laugh. I dreamed about her soft lips brushing against my chest. I dreamed about her leaving sloppy kisses all over my chest, trying to wake me up. I dreamed about my fingers tangling in her soft, long hair. As i ran my fingers through her hair, i noticed how her hair melted in my fingers like vanilla ice-cream in a sunny day. And her lips... Her lips burned my skin and the trace of her fingers left prints all over my skin. She traced one thousand circles in my skin and it felt like i was getting several tattoos at the same time. She was such a tease. I could hear how she giggled as a little whimper escaped my lips. Her touch burned my skin and it hurts, it hurts like hell; her touch felt like a sharp knife scraping my light skin slowly. The pain was basically unbearable, i couldn't handle it, but i didn't wanted her to stop though. It was addicting. Her touch has me captive and once she stopped, the pail i felt was the worst. My skin ached for her to touch me once again. I tried, i tried so hard to pronounce her name, to ask her why she stopped, but any words left my mouth. I was trapped. I tried to scream. I tried to scream her name so loud, so, so loud but not even a whimper, not even a whisper left my mouth.

And suddenly, everything changed. The sun wasn't shining anymore. The birds weren't singing and flying around. The bright green of the trees started to fade away while their leaves left the branch, falling slowly in the ground or flying away with the wind. The weather changed so drastically within seconds. It was pouring rain outside. Thunderstorms made me gasp in surprise. There was something running through my veins. Fear. 

I turned around to reach her but she wasn't by my side anymore. It was an empty spot in my bed. It was the same spot her naked body was laying down seconds ago. Where did she go? I panicked. I tried once again to yell her name but still, nothing. I couldn't talk. I looked around to see if i could fin her but suddenly the light of the room went off. I was deep in the dark. In silence. Lost.

''I know what you did'', someone whisper. I don't know who's there, but for some reason my body tensed. There was someone in my room and i can't see anything. Theres only darkness, silence and someone i don't know in this room. Who could it possibly be? The fear is taking over my guts and it's driving me crazy the fact i can't pronounce a word.

''I know what you did, Cameron'', said the voice, this time with a much clear tone. It's a female voice. I can't tell who is it but i know it's a girl's voice.

Again, i try to talk but i can't. 

''Don't even bother'', the female voice says, ''it won't work''.

The voice feels closer and closer this time. I think i hear footsteps too but i'm not sure. I feel like i'm not breathing yet i have air in my lungs. The footsteps feel closer and closer and closer. My heart stopped a beat when the female whispered in my ear:

''I know what you did to Molly''.

I open my eyes abruptly to realize i was having a nightmare. But it wasn't just  a nightmare. It wasn't a nightmare at all. I woke up and she wasn't by my side anymore. Then it hit me, she left last night after our fight. After i told her i loved her. After she told me she couldn't do this again. After she told me she knew what happened to Molly when we were in high school. I was praying God Molly never mention anything to her. She promised me she won't say anything. She promised but she failed. Then she told Adrianna, which messed up things between us. She told me she couldn't be with a monster like me. She told me she couldn't be with someone who recorded a girl and then sent the video to shame her. She told me i disappointed her. She told me she didn't believed in me anymore. She told me she loves me but she also hates me. She told me she loved Chris, also, and she loved him a lot. She told me she had feelings for me, but she also had a lot of feelings for Chris. She told me i'm a bad influence. She told me i should've stayed in Indiana. She yelled at me. She asked me for a reason and i didn't said anything. She also asked why i know Chris. I didn't said anything either. She started crying and i tried to reach her but she walked way. She walked away without saying good bye. She walked away with tears in her eyes and her heart broken. But she also left. She left me standing up with tears breaming my eyes. She left me wordless. She left me thinking i was a piece of shit, even though i knew it already. She left me in broken in pieces. She gave me what i wanted the mots and then she took it away. She gave me her lips, her body, her love, her true self and then she turned into someone i don't know but i've been away for so long, how could i know. But i left. I left her broken. I gave her love and then i took it away. I left her without saying goodbye. 

Just as the same way she left me last night.

But if she only knew... If she only knew i didn't do it. And i tried to explain. But i made a promise two years ago and breaking that promise could cost me a lot.

But if she only knew...

If she only knew that Chris isn't who she think he is. If she knew... If only she knew.

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All the love always,

Adrianna.