Love Me Alpha

8. Goodbye

Kendall's POV

"So Kendall what is your favourite colour?"

"Yellow" I said back, I have loved the colour yelled ever since I first shifted and looked at the colour of my wolf.

"When is your birthday?"

"31st of July"

"Only a couple of months away" he said smiling. "Favourite food?"

"Pasta"

"Mine too" he said excitedly. "Favourite drink?" He asked happily.

"Chocolate milkshake" I answered smiling at him.

"You are so god damn cute!"

I giggled quietly and looked down at the bed.

"Are... Are you a virgin?" He asked nervously.

I gulped and shook my head. He didn't say anything so I looked up at him and he looked like he could kill someone.

"How could you do this to me Kendall? Bloody hell! I have waited 17 years for you and I have stayed faithfull to you by rejecting all those girls that came on to me. I am a virgin, I thought it would be special to lose my virginity to my mate! But I guess you weren't thinking the same!" He yelled at me. His eyes were pitch black meaning Zeke had taken over Declan. "Slut" he said quietly. It would have been too quite for a human to hear but because of my werewolf senses I could hear it perfectly clear.

By now I was balling my eyes out.

I hopped off the bed and ran towards the door.

"I COULDN'T HELP IT DECLAN! IT WASN'T MY FAULT! I DIDN'T WANT IT" I screamed at him.

I think he came to realise what had happened and looked at me with the biggest 'I'm sorry face'. He was feeling regret, anger, sadness and worry.

I ran out of his room and locked myself in the guest bedroom. Great, it smelt just like him!

I fell to the floor and cried for hours. How could he think so lowly of me?

Declan's POV

OMG how could I do that to Kendall, my own mate?

I tried to get Zeke to talk to Gracie but she had completely blocked us out of her mind.

I can't believe we said that to her. She couldn't help that she got raped.

I am going to kill whoever touched her like this!

They are gonna pay for even seeing my mate like that!

"Please come out Kendall, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean ANY of what I said just before. I want you to know how sorry I am"

She didn't reply but I could hear her silent sobs.

My heart broke every time she cried.

I sat on the other side of the door to where she was sitting and put my head in my hands. I was gonna sit here until she came out.

Kendall's POV

I knew that Declan was sitting on the other side of the door and he wasn't gonna move. I can't believe he said that to us.

I broke down in tears again for the hundredth time today.

I noticed there was a balcony in the room, why hadn't I noticed this before?

I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and started to write a note to Declan.

'Dear Declan 

I don't think I can stay here anymore, it will be best if I just left. I am not right for you, I can never love anyone because of what happened at my old pack. Move on from me and find a much better girl who will become your Luna and mate. Somewhere in my heart I will always love you. It's gonna be hard to let you go but I have to make the right decisions and leave. I will stay as far away from Alpha Jake as possible. Gracie is going to miss you both but we will be fine. Please don't come looking for us.  

-Kendall xoxo'

I put the note on the pillow and listened quietly. Good he was asleep.

I opened up the balcony window and jumped down. I landed on my two feet gracefully and shifted into my yellow wolf.

"Goodbye Declan, Goodbye Red Dawn Pack" I said quietly.

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