What Happened To Best Friends?! n.h.

Ch.11: I think Im Torn

4/17/13(I got a new puppy today🐶💙)

7/18 ((THE BOYS' ONE THOUSAND DAYS, IM SO FLIPPIN' PROUD <3))

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*PJ'sPOV*

Today's the day.

I'm gonna see Niall today. OhmiRowling.

"You should probably get dressed," Bentley says, walking over to my bed and sitting down next to me.

"Yeah. I know," I say, not getting up.

"Really, they'll be here in half an hour." He tells me. "I'm gonna go downstairs, you'd better get dressed."

"I will," I answer simply.

As Bentley closes the door to my room, I stretch and get up off of my bed.

Yawning, I walk to the bathroom.

9:00 a.m.

I brush my teeth and comb through my hair before going back to my room.

Yay, the fun part, picking out my clothes. Note the sarcasm.

As I pull open the top drawer of my dresser, I decide not to make a big deal of my clothes or hair or make-up. I'll just be.. Me.

Be me. Be me?

Will Niall like me? Maybe he's changed. And maybe I haven't. Maybe he won't like me anymore. Maybe I'm too childish for him now. Maybe.

Trying not to over think, I grab a black and gray striped shirt from my closet, along with a pair or blue jean shorts.

I throw the shirt on over my tank top and search under my bed for my gray flats.

Finally, I find them.

I quickly run my fingers through my naturally wavy brown locks.

I grab my eyeliner from my desk, applying just a little along with some tan colored eye shadow.

This is something I'd wear any normal day, right?

This is just a normal day.

Just a normal day.

Who am I kidding? This is most definitely NOT a normal day.

I'm meeting One Direction - world wide famous boyband here!! But more importantly, I'm going to see Niall for the first time in a year.

I'm going to talk to him.

I'm (hopefully) going to hug him and tell him how much I've missed him.

But really, words can't even begin to express how much I've missed him.

He was the worlds BEST best friend, he was so trustworthy and he helped me through everything! Literally.

"PJ!!" Katina yells through my door, breaking my train of thought and slamming me back into reality.

"Uhh, yeah?" I ask, uncertainly.

"Hurry up, breakfast is ready," she answers a little quieter.

"Mkay, coming." I say, grab my iPhone and smile at the cute pink bear case Niall got me when I first got my phone, and open my door to join her.

She's standing with her newly dyed brown hair pulled up into a little bun, wearing a pair of polka dot pajama shorts, and an orange shirt with the words 'Mrs. Malik💙' written in blue.

I laugh, knowing that this should be better than I thought.

"Hey, maybe you should go change?" I suggest.