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Kim's POV
Then the day passed. Hindi kami agad nagkabati ni Xian.
I didn't attend Robi's wedding. Paano lahat na sila sinasabing wag na. Ayaw ko naman na walang maka-usap kung sakali na pumunta ako. Syempre baka magalit na sila sa akin.
I'm stock here at my house alone. Walang magawa. Hindi na ako naligo pa o nag-ayos what more pa? Wala naman akong lakad.
Ngayon ang kasal niya, at wala na akong magagawa doon.
Its the grieving day of our hearts now. I think this should be the last that I'll cry for his lost.
We are over now. Ayaw ko naman manira ng family. There's no coming back, there's no way of coming back. Robi has permanently gone in my life.
All i have to do is to accept that fact. But its really damn crazy to felt this, its so hurt. Ang sakit. Sobra sobra.
And so, I felt another heart broken with Robi again. The same person as always.
Oh! God, your here. - si Alex. Nag-aalala siya for me.
She just hug me, a super tight hug.
Its okay. It's okay. - comfort pa niya sa akin. I can't stop my tears.
Humagol-gol ako habang kayakap ni Alex. Hindi ko na mapigilan hindi ma iyak. Lalo na kasagsagan ngayon ikinakasal si Robi.
Pinunas ko ang mga luha ko saka nag hiwalay sa pagkakayakap.
I smiled, at least Alex is here by my side. Wala kasi silang lahat si Erich, Jessy at Beauty baka umattend ng kasal ni Robi.
Why are you here? Paano ang restaurant? - tanong ko pa.
Para damayan ka. Don't worry 'bout the resto. Okay sila doon, Marah and Maria was there. They can handle things there. - sabi pa ni Alex.
Thanks. - sabi ko pa.
So, how do you feel now? - naupo si Alex sa harap ko then she grab my hands.
Wala. Manhid and don't know how to react. - sagot ko.
Do you really wanna see him for the last time? - tanong niya.
Nag-isip pa ako bago sumagot.
Do you think... its okay to there? Sabi sila Erich pagpapakatanga na daw, if ever I come there. - tanong ko pabalik. Oh, kilala din niya sila Erich though they are not that closed friends.
I'll understand if you go there. If that's what to make you feel good or something. You know, closure or anything. At least that was the last time your gonna cry if ever and you know... - sabi pa niya. Siya lang talaga umagree sa akin of all my friends.
You know what ikaw lang ang kumampi sa akin. They're all telling me that I'm too crazy if ever I go there. I'm going to hurt only myself, they said. - labas ko pa ng hinaing sa buhay.
Of course, I do. You know what, all you need is acceptance of what was happening now. I knew that you'll understand everything here. Nagparaya ka and you choose to broke your own heart para iiwas si Robi sa pweding ikapahamak niya to his family. You have a right to see him for the last time. - she said.
