A forced secret date

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So, the last time I wrote an entry was all the way back in October... a good 3 months ago, approximately.

Let's start with some super small updates. At the moment, no appearances of the two dementors have happened, so that's good.

I also found out who Maine's alleged secret wife is, and in the most random of ways, meaning I put zero effort into it

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I also found out who Maine's alleged secret wife is, and in the most random of ways, meaning I put zero effort into it. I suspected who it could be, but then a friend of hers posted several pics of him with both of them, so...interesting.

A small thing happened that made me slightly distrust Lola again, and that's the part I'll talk about today, because if I'm being honest

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A small thing happened that made me slightly distrust Lola again, and that's the part I'll talk about today, because if I'm being honest... nothing else has happened. And I don't know how to feel about it, honestly. I don't know if the price to pay for a drama-free life is a boring one, or if it's possible to have both, and my life has just become fucking boring after all this time.

Today's story is short, but by reading the other Lola incidents, you'll see why it reopened a past wound.

You see, Lola has been hanging out a lot with a new group of friends. I got to meet them last year at her birthday party, and they are really nice, honestly. They have good vibes, and they are very chill. During our interactions, I paid a lot of attention to whether they respected my opinions on different topics and if they treated Dean nicely.

The first reason why I did this was that from that friend group, I had met one of them years prior. Well, call him Oscar. And ... Oscar, I don't like. Not because he is mean or anything, but because he is the type of person whose opinion is the only one that is correct and makes you (or forces you) to second-guess everything. One day, he made a snarky comment alluding to Dean and me, as in 'you should date', but funny enough, in my humble opinion, he seems to be the one interested in Dean, although Dean is straight. I have also noticed a few passive-aggressive comments towards me, but I always reply back. (This girl didn't survive 6 years of bullying from a guy who's now a drug addict for nothing.) They haven't been huge moments, so I never spokeabout them here, but if in a few months I compile more events, I might do a chapter dragging Oscar. 

Now, since Oscar is part of this friend group, I was a bit skeptical about the rest of the guys, but thankfully, they are really nice, and Oscar is the only bitchy one occasionally. But at the end of the day, I didn't care as they are not my friends.

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