Gwen's Life Journal

Behind the scenes Pt. 3

Chapter 13- Zach Zach Zach... when are you gonna leave my life?

There is so much to talk about here!!

So first of all, the arch-nemesis mentioned here is the same arch-nemesis mentioned everywhere, the girl from ballet who was a bitch. Basically what happened was the following, after the odd conversation at the surfer shop, I tried to forget about Zach and developed slowly a crush on this guy that worked at the studio i danced at. He wasn't a ballet dancer, but he was there, and we would hang around the same place. The thing is, I never told anyone at the studio because everyone would gossip a lot. I still tried to get close to him, and my arch-nemesis even suggested we should make a cute couple. The thing was that, i dont know if she truly noticed i was trying to get closer to him, but she asked our director to get her to do a dance with him as her partner and the director, being as much of sucker as she was, decided to do this. I didnt necessarily hate it cause that meant i was asked to dance with another friend of mine that was a real dancer and was a thousand times better, but it was really annoying at the time cause i could tell she was moving a few pieces. 

While this happened, Lukas asked Zach and I to go to the mall cause he wanted to buy a pphone from a random guy on facebook and we thought it would be a great excuse to chill for a bit. (It was funny cause the random Facebook dude never showed up. What did end up happening was that we went to the food court, and while we ate, we caught up on romantic lives. Zach was single, Lukas was flirting, and I just had that story to tell. I remmeber i sat on one side of the tabel and the both of them on the other one so they were in fron tof me and i could clearly see their expressions shift as i mentioned what was happening. It was really odd and i still remmeber it to this day. It sort of felt like they were angry at the dude specifically, because i mentioned that he indeed started paying attention to my arch-nemesis. It was also the first time i talked to both of them about a crush since i wasnt going to talk to Zach, about my crush on him. So i guess maybe it was new for them, but i remember feeling protected somehow. It was nice to be angry at a boy and have these two 'older brothers' be mad at him too. I rememebr however that they didnt say much after that about the topic so i changed the topic (am very good at that). But I remember Lukas looked angry, and Zach went from angry to sad. I remember the mood in him shifted a bit, but at the time, I thought that I didn't get why, because that was indeed the topic of conversation, poor relationship attempts. So why could they tell their stories but when i would tell mine the mood shifted, specially for Zach. I sometimes wonder if he actually had feelings for me there, or maybe realized. I wonder if the reason he got sad was cause he realised that i wasnt witing for him (although in reality i was).

What can I say, lots of what ifs. In the end, that ended up being one of my favorite memories with both of them cause it was the last good memory before things got complicated.

Ooohh and also the dude i had a crush in ended up marrying my arch-nemesis and like a month ago they revealed they are having a baby... poor child...