Dear Reader

Chapter 3

Dear Reader,

I know I've been focusing a lot on this story when in fact I should be focusing on You Wish. Seeing as though it is my most successful story at the moment. Well today I had the urge to write, but not something sad. Something happy maybe.

So that's what's happening right now. I think I should do a little get to know me since this is a very personal book, and I feel as though you need to get to know me as well. As you may or may not know depending on if you actually read the last chapter I'm in high school. A freshman to be exact. I'm a softball player. More like I live, and breathe it.

Also I'm a Pentaholic. In case you don't know what that is, it's a fan of a band called Pentatonix. They do a capella. I love them so much that I almost screamed today when they released a new video. I really idolize Kirstin because of how she's not afraid to be herself all the time. I'm starting to struggle with that now since society has told us teenage girls that they have to be this cookie cutter thing that is seen as "perfect". So like most people I struggle with my body image, and figuring out who I am.

Note that this is about to get deep right now. Those were pretty surface level or expected, this one not so much. I'm kind of struggling with my sexuality as of right now. I know that's such a cliche thing to say, but it's true. I'm not sure who I love. I'm not really sure of anything right now. I'm glad I have such great role models for this. Such as Scott Hoying, Mitch Grassi, Tyler Oakley, Troye Sivan, Connor Franta,Shane Dawson, and many more. They really are helping my figure who I am.

Going to a similar subject I am a LGBTQIA+ supporter, and no it's not because I might be gay. It's because I believe it's how they were born. They can't change who they are. Just like you can't change who you are. They are people too. Sometimes the best people. Also what does a person's sexuality have anything to do with you? Why are you saying that they can't love just like you, and I? They are the same as you, and I, and remember labels are for clothes not people.

I am really into reading. I've read so many books I don't remember half of them. Some of my favorites are I Hate Myselfie, The Percy Jackson and the Olympians series, The Heroes of Olympus series, The Hunger Games trilogy, The Divergent trilogy, John Green, If I Stray, and so many more. I am currently reading Girl Online by Zoe Sugg. I find it very inspiring. She tells us things about her anxiety that most of us wouldn't understand unless it's from the horses mouth. Sometimes not even then, but through a character we feel everything that they feel. That doesn't mean that you'll have a panic attack when they do, but you can understand how scary it must be. 

So another thing is that well I'm a single pringle. I'm single and ready to mingle. Anyway yes I am single, but waiting for a guy (as of right now) to come along. So far my experience is not the best, but I'm hopeful. Then again I am a pisces so that should explain a lot. Even those are mainly stereotypes. Anyways, I'm ready to be out there and I'm looking maybe I've already found him, maybe not who knows.

I know this was short and I'm sorry about that, but I feel that this was very informative (that and I can't think of much more to say). So I don't want to bore you to death with just this boring stuff about me. So I think I'm going to stop here. I promise next time will be much less boring (hopefully). So until next time my dear reader.

Sincerely,

your writer