Bad Boy Gone Good

41. Break from Toronto 2

I dusted myself off as Vincent pulled in to kiss my forehead, but I pulled back from him. He and Josh looked at me with a confused face.

"Before you kiss me, shower and brush your teeth. I don't want catching any venom." I said slyly. Vincent smiled and kissed my temple as Josh looked at Mel with lustful eyes due to that kiss, I bet he was still thinking about. She added extra sway in her hips as he picked her up while she squealed.

"Can y'all stop being so cute?" I said while rolling my eyes.

"They aren't cuter than you though." Vincent whispered into my ear which made me weak in my knees.

"Don't do that."

"You changed me and I love it so much, the way your dress to pulling up on your sides, is sort of driving me insane." I breathed heavily and pulled him close by his collar.

"Don't think just because you got two girls kissing you tonight that you are getting anything from me. Once that bitch is out of my face and my life, then we could talk about it then. But, I do like those suspenders on you." I said as I pulled them and walked to the car.

"Are you mad or nah?" Josh said to Vincent as Vincent punched him in the shoulder.

"Don't hit my baby because you ain't getting no kitty kat."

"I mean, ugh. How about a test drive?" He said, irritated.

"Meaning?" I asked, he came close to me and lightly touched my curves.

"I could taste a piece of cookie, please?"

"FUCK HER NOW." Mel sang as she held onto Josh and Vincent dapped Josh up as I rolled my eyes.

"We'll see." I said as I rolled my eyes one last time.

Once we got back inside the house, Josh carried Mel away bridal style and automatically went to the backyard as we Vincent and I started laughing while we walked upstairs to his room. We sat on the couch after I checked up on Amelia as she laid in my bed, holding onto one of my shirts that I wear to sleep on her as she snuggles closely to the stuffed animal that she likes way more than her others. She really does love me, I smiled at the fact that she is cuddling with my shirt and her stuffed animal in my bed.

I felt good because she never had a real mother in her life and I am glad that she is comfortable with me, that she is giving me that chance to show her my love towards her. I left a tear slip before I collected myself together and slowly closed the door and went into Vincent's room.

"You okay?" He asked while I laid on his bed as he got undressed.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just happy to see that Amelia loves me as much as I love her." I said as I let a couple more tears fall down my cheeks. Vincent noticed in the mirror and came towards the bed, kissing my forehead and smiling.

"I'm happy that she loves you just as much as I love you. We both became better with you on our side." He said as he sat back against the bed on the floor.

"Who don't you lay up here Vincent?" I asked while he threw his head back at the sound of his name.

"Because I know what I am capable of handling and you laying next to me like that is my limit." He said as I started laughing really hard, causing me to get abs.

"Just shut up and get on the bed idiot." I said after regaining my full of ability to talk. I smiled as he put his arm around me and I smiled at him back.

"Answer me this. How did it feel to see Vanessa again?" Saying her name just made me shrivel like a prune, he sighed deeply and looked at the ceiling.

"Honestly, it was like seeing a restless nightmare that keeps happening but you never find the ending to. She had that same smirk on her face, just like during my time with her. She had the same smirk on her face, just like when she stabbed me. She had the same smirk on her face that no one noticed when my father took her and no one understood why. I am still just trying to figure out why and for what would she use your piece of shit of an ex would help her. He had nothing to gain from it, other than seeing me hurt and in a bit of trouble with my hands tied behind my back. I had no idea how to act when I saw her. It was like a slap in the face or a stab in the stomach to see her again. I'm glad that I know what better is and that I have better than her.. Far better than her. It was just a rush of adrenaline and I didn't think at all. All I could do is react." He said as he paused and couldn't think about much except the fact that I wanted to punch the shit out of her face. But Vincent did look good with his shirt off and his pants sagging a little bit below his Calvin Klein boxers.

I slowly bit my lip and I think he noticed me as I did so.

"Are you okay Nova?" He asked with a small smirk on his face.

"Yes, I'm fine. Why do you ask?" I said quickly as I snapped myself out of my own thoughts. He chuckled and made me smile.

"You seem a bit out of it, that's why I'm asking. Is there something that you would like?"

"Yes, but I need to save myself for marriage." I mentally slapped myself on the forehead as he chuckled again.

"Are you sure? I know that you're the one, so why shouldn't we just make love to each other?" He asked sweetly, but with a small glimpse of hope in his face.

"Yes, I'm sure. I want to make sure that you love me for me and not for my body. What if you don't end up with me? That means I lost something important to me and I can never get that back either. I just don't want to make a mistake and I have no time for getting pregnant either." I said as he looked remorseful and kept to himself as he continued to look at the ceiling.

"I understand, I wouldn't want to force you to do anything that you wouldn't be comfortable doing either way. I still love you regardless." He said as he gave me a kiss on the forehead.