Fixing What Fell Apart

Messed up

"Fellas tell me why
How come we always do it wrong?
How come we can't keep it on?
How come it always ends like this even though we know better?
It ain't worth telling a lie it ain't worth seeing her cry
it ain't worth
That's why I'm right here begging you please don't go
It ain't worth killing a home
It ain't worth being alone." Tank~Please don't go
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1 1/2 months later

Javon

I jogged on the treadmill blasting my music on my beats. As my song ended I stopped the treadmill and ran until it completely stopped. I got off breathing hard grabbing my water off the side.

"I like how you haven't called me yet." A female voice said causing me to look up. I was surprised to see Stacy.

"Oh wassup...and I been busy whatchu doing here." I said keeping it simple as I took my headphones off.

"I just moved back in town so I'll be around. Busy with...?"

"My girl and my kids."

"Oh you had kids?" She said more so disappointed.

"Yea two."

"Oh that's cool... But I'm going out to this club later on with a couple of my friends I would like it if you'd come."

"My girl wouldn't like that." I said scratching the back of my neck.

"She can come its friendly I swear." She held her hands up in surrender.

"Alright I'll see what club?"

"Stacks"I nodded

"I'll see you later though maybe." She smiled and nodded.

I saluted her before grabbing my gym bag and walking away.

I got into my car and blasted my music all the way home.
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Journey

I layed in bed wrapped in my covers. I had been feeling horrible all day and Jaylen and Jerry were my little doctors for the day. They played in Jaylen's room while I rested with them coming to check on me every once in a while. It was so cute.

"Daddy!" I heard them yell informing me that Javon was here.

A few seconds later a sweaty Javon came in.

"Hey baby." He kissed my forehead and then my lips.

"Your burning up bae." He said touching my forehead.

"I know I feel like shit." I whined.

"Aw damn well I was gonna go out tonight but Ima chill here and take care of you."

"No baby go have fun I'm fine."

"I am not about to leave you here sick as hell with a four and five year old."

"Chill I'll call Kenya we wanna plan me a baby shower besides you've been on daddy and boyfriend mode lately and I want you to have fun so just go I'll be fine then you come back and tell me allll about it." He smiled.

"I love you."

"I know" he straight faced me.

"I love you too Javon." I laughed.

"Aye Ima go call up Cole and Marcus and see if they wanna go with me tonight alright." I nodded and he came and kissed me again.

"I'm sick Javon stop."

"Girl hush I don't give a fuck if I wanna kiss. My wife Ima kiss my wife." My eyebrow rose.

"Your wife." He nodded.