Fixing What Fell Apart

Square One

"I know I had a girl at home but that shit ain't mean nothin' to me
Cause I'm just like every other nigga
Thinking with the wrong head but
I remember
Ohh girl
You used to fuck with me I used to fuck with you
You was in love with me I was in love with you
But now everything has changed
Nothing is the same
But fuck it cause I should have known that you would leave me alone
You would leave me alone" Pnb Rock~ Alone
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Journey

It's been 3 weeks since I've gotten out of the hospital and I was relieved to be back home. Everything had been normal and I was happy about that because I was paranoid as hell to come back home but it was a relief to be back.

I parked my car on Javon's driveway but to my surprise only one of his cars was there so I knew he probably wasn't home.

He was been supposed to be home because he he picked Jaylen and Tony up from school and this was the time I usually picked them up.

I went back to my car and called Javon. I wasn't going to pull off until I knew where my kids were. The phone runs about 4 times before he answered.

"Hello?" He spoke frantically making me nervous instantly.

"Where are Tony and Jaylen? Is everything okay?"

"Yes we're at the hospital, Nalani went into labor a few hours ago." My eyes widened and I shook my head.

"Okay I'm coming to get them." I hung up my phone and pulled off going to the hospital. I wasn't expecting for this to happen because she was was barely 7 months. This all seemed like deja vu like I knew this moment all too well. I stopped at a red light pulling my ringing phone from out of my glove compartment.

"Hello?" I said into the phone without looking at the caller ID.

"Hey Baby." Kendrick said through the phone causing me to smile.

"Hey wassup?"

"Nothing I just wanted to talk to you. I'm coming home tonight so I'll be over there later." I cheesed hard because I missed my man.

"Okay... I might have a little suprise for you when you come."

"Oh word?"

"Yeah." I smirked as if he can see me.

"Alright well I'll see you later then."

"Okay bye."

"Bye baby."

I pulled into the parking lot of the hospital eager to get Jaylen and Tony out of here. I went up to the front desk and after getting Nalani's room number I hurried up to the 3rd floor which was the baby wing.

I got up to the door and took a deep breath and opened the door.

I instantly saw Cole, Kenya and Marcus crowded around the bed and I had already knew that the baby was hear.

I cleared my throat and everyone turned to look at me. Even Nalani who had smiled like she accomplished something.

"Hey Jo."

"Wassup Jo."

"Hey boo." The three of them said and I smiled at them then looked at Javon who hadn't taken his eyes from whatever he was looking at.

Nalani motioned for me to come and I slowly walked over to the left side of the bed to see what they were looking at.

The baby was gorgeous and so small I guess from being premature. Curly hair like Nalani and brown skin like the both of them. Her eyes were big I could tell even though they were closed.