Fixing What Fell Apart

Man Down

"Put me on top top of the world
Loving so hot that you sweat out my curls
Pulling and tugging like kids out in recess
Im aware that you really do need this so
Tell me what you want from me." Tink~ background music
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Anonymous

I sat in my car infront of Journey's home. The party ended about an hour ago where the hell was she? Just as I was about to pull off that Blue Range pulled up. Javon.

I leaned up and gripped the stirring wheel in anger. This nigga needed to be out the picture I wanted Jo so bad that it hurted. She was mine and I was gonna have her sooner than later. I watched as she got out and began to talk to him through the window. Whatever this nigga said must have been hilarious cause she laughed before pushing herself off the window. I watched in lust as her hips swayed from both sides as she walked. I began to think about the times where it was me holding her hips as she screamed my name when I was in her. I smiled just knowing I was gonna get her again. I pulled out my phone and dialed the only saved number in it.

"Wassup?" He answered sounding irritated.

"You fix your fucking tone and realize who you talking to boy."

"Man whatchu want I got better shit to do."

"You let's not forget what we talked about man. Chill the fuck out and just listen. That plan we had.. Yeah fuck that meet me at the warehouse by Jo's crib we got business to handle."

"Alright man."

"One." I hung up and looked up."

I saw Journey looking around as if she knew she was being watched. I chuckled because she was never the smartest. Not smart enough to realize that the same ar had been here watching her for months. I shook my head and waited for Javon to pull off. Once Jo was in the house and Javon was gone I pulled off also.
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Journey

"Goodnight Jo."

"Goodnight." I got out the car and slowly walked to my porch. I turned around feeling as if I was being watched. I frowned when I seen no one but Javon.

I finally got to my porch opened my door and quickly made my way inside.

I went upstairs instantly grabbing my shampoo and conditioner and a change of clothes so I can take a shower wash my hair and dye it back black. I loved my red hair but I missed my natural color. Plus I had a photo shoot that wouldn't be appropriate if I had red.

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I had dropped Jo off so now I was now on my way to Nalani's house. I didn't feel right that I had let another nigga take her home and let with Jo. It was just me and Jo had important things to talk about and I knew that she would understand. Plus I knew that I could make it up to her. I got to her house cut off my car and walked to her porch. I knocked three times then stood with my hands in my pocket. She opened the door in nothing but a robe causing me to smirk. She leaned against the door frame and frowned.

"You had fun talking to babymama?"

"Come on man don't be like that I'm here with you now right?" She nodded.

"Alright then. Let your man make it up to you." She smiled opening the door leaving space for me to come in. She grabbed my hand and led me to her room.

"Make it up." She whispered in my ear as I grabbed her waist. I took no time in untying her robe. She was left in a sports bra and boy shorts and I couldn't help but to be reminded of Jo. I shook the thought out of my head and threw her on the bed. I got on my knees and traced the rim of her boy shorts and gently pulled them down.

"Damn" I whispered and licked my lips.

I saw her eyes light up but I hope she didn't think I was gonna go down on her. The only girl I've ever did that to with was Jo and in a way I felt like if I did that with Nalani that would be disrespecting Jo.

I stood up and undressed my self as she took off her bra. I looked over her naked body in lust as her eyes found my manhood and widened. I smirked.

"Don't be scared now." I said hovering over her. We shared a long lustful kiss that made me want her even more. I placed myself at he entrance but she put her hand on my chest signaling for me to stop.

"Javon I'm a virgin." My eyes widened.

"But I wanna do this." She said quickly.

"But your 24." She shrugged.

"Are you sure you wanna do this Ne I mean w-we can stop."

"No I wanna do this." She said. I nodded and slowly entered.

It didn't bleed and she didn't hiss which was weird but I continued. She was tight and stiff at first but the more I stroked the more she moaned and began to enjoy it.
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Journey

I woke up around 8 to start getting ready for my shoot. I got a lace bra and panties and went into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and used my facial soap and smiled in the mirror. I took a deep breath and began to tug on my skin  and frown. I could be a little lighter and my hair could be longer. I shook my head clear of my negative thoughts and tied my hair in a messy bun. I pulled back the shower door and got in. I scrubbed my skin for a good 20 minutes before getting out. I put on my underwear and bra and lotioned down my body with my Victoria secret lotion. I sprayed down my body with some Gucci perfume that Demarco had brought me for my birthday. I sleeper on a crop top and a pair of sweats with some addidas flip flop. I knew they were gonna get me dressed when I got there so I didn't stress my appearance so much. I grabbed everything that I needed and made my way to the car.

Once I got there I knew it would be a hard day. A whole street had been blocked for our photo T shoot and it looked like it would be three back drops. A clothing store, a little park and a white screen. I saw the little trailer where I assume I would be getting dressed. I sighed before getting out the car.

"Your finally here! Come one so you can get ready I feel like this is gonna be an all day thing."

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Anonymous

"I'm not doing this shit man! When this shits over who gonna have her? YOU? Fuck no! I don't want him to have her just as much as you don't!! I fucked up my chance and I get it but I ain't no killer man." I looked at this nigga like he was crazy.

I didn't think he was smart enough to see through my plan but indeed he was. He was supposed to help me take out Javon and what he didn't know was I planned to kill his ass right after.

"So that's it? You gonna say fuck our plan and let that fuck nigga take my girl bruh?"

"This ain't my plan and that ain't your girl. Yo fuck you." He turned around. And I chuckled.

I pulled out the gun in my waist band and fired twice. Both hitting him in his neck then back instantly causing him to collapse. I walked over to his lifeless body and spit on him.

"Fuck you too nigga."