Fixing What Fell Apart

Take It Back

Woke up this morning with you on my mind
She say she don't miss me I know that she lying
I can see straight through that girl like a window no blinds
All that fronting don't get left behind
I said girl stop that fronting let me get behind
I used to have that girl running like she done missed her ride
Had her screaming when she terrified
She got that water Im talking purified~Lucci-Missing You

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"Jay wake up." I whispered shaking Jaylen awake. It was 3 in the morning and we were all driving to Orlando, Florida for Jaylen's birthday weekend. We planned on making it there by 9 since it was a 6 hour drive. We had rented an RV since Cole was the only one who wanted to drive and we would just rent cars once we were up there.

"Mommy I'm sleepy." Jaylen whined as I lifted him out of bed and he put his head on my shoulder.

"You don't wanna go to the amusement parks? Okay we'll stay home."

"Nooo I'm up." He said wiggling out of my arms and I chuckled.

"Go brush your teeth and take your bags to the door I'll dress you when I'm done." He nodded running to his bathroom.

I walked into my bedroom slipping on an gold white and black Armani Exchange sweat suit white shell toe adidas and I out my hair that I had recently took out into a neat ponytail and fixed up my edges with argon oil. I put on my necklace with my sons' name on it and my gold studs. I dragged my two large Gucci suitcases down the stairs and placed them by the door by Jaylen's MCM and Ninja Turtles suitcases. I jogged back upstairs going into Jaylen's room seeing him sitting on his bed watching tv waiting for me.

"What you wanna wear boo?" I said opening his closet and he shrugged. I rolled my eyes because he wasn't a morning person at all.

I pulled out a pair of black Jordan sweat like shorts, a white shirt that said FLEXIN in black words and his Barron 13s and I put his hair into two braids going back since it was in a curly mess on too of his head.

"You hungry?" He nodded going downstairs and I cut his tv off and closed his door before following him.

I made him a bowl of blue mini wheats and he sat at the table as we waited on them to come.

"Your gonna be 5 tomorrow Jay." He nodded chewing with his mouth wide open.

"Close your mouth nasty." Just then there was a knock at the door and I knew that Javon, Cole, Kenya, Makayla, Dayci, and Jeremiah were here.

"Finish eating." I said as I walked to the door. I opened it revealing Javon and Cole.

"Goodmorning y'all." I said hugging Cole and Javon just nodded. Ever since he had declared his feelings for me shit had been awkward. I loved him though.

"Where's Kenya and the kids."

"In the RV knocked the fuck out." Cole said rolling his eyes and picking up our bags walking out.

"Look Javon this weekend is for Jay so can we be adults?"

"We'll talk later." He said lowly before grabbing the last suitcase and walking out. I rolled my eyes going into the kitchen to get Jaylen.
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I laid inside of the RV but I couldn't sleep. All of the kids were on one couch, me and Ken were on one and I could see Javon typing away on his phone on the third secluded couch. Quietly I got up walking where Javon was and sitting down by him.