Fixing What Fell Apart

Double Dates

"I figured this is where I wanna be
And I don't need nobody judging me
Cause they don't see you like I see
you they don't need you like I need you and I know that you be needing me
When I'm with you we in our own world
And they just friends they know I'm your girl
Plus they don't do me like you do me
Never knew me like you knew me
and that's why they needa let us be." Ash B~ Know you wrong
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It's been a week since the funeral and I feel Tony likes it here. Our little family has many kids so that gives him people to play with which he didn't have in Cali.

"Tony and Jaylen!" I yelled through the house. It was 7 in the morning and those two were already giggling away in Tony's room.

They came racing into the kitchen where I was and I put my hand on my hip. I was only 24 but I felt like a 30 year old mom.

"You two have school get dressed come on." I said clapping my hands as they ran upstairs. I began to follow them until I heard my phone ring from the kitchen. I smiled when I saw Kendrick's name.

"Hello?"

"Wassup baby?"

I know what your thinking me and Kendrick are not together but we both have mutual feelings and he knows that I don't want a relationship right now.

"Um nothing getting the boys ready for school."

"Dang so you got two boys now." I sighed.

"Yep but I've always loved Tony my own and I have to do this for Erica."

"Your a good person Journey you know that? You go through so much shit and your so young. 24 and you haven't given up yet I respect that."

"Thank you Kendrick I appreciate it." I heard a ringing noise so I looked at my phone and saw Ronnie was calling me.

"Boo I'll call you back my manager's calling. We said goodbye and I forwarded calls.

"Hellooo?" I sung into the phone.

"Hey boo how you feeling?"

"Better than I was ya know but I'm gonna be ready to start working soon."

"Ohh I'm happy that your doing better but I have good news?"

"Wassup"

"My father's giving me gorg!"

"He's giving you the agency? That's great boo I'm proud of you."

"Thank you I just wanted to call you and let you know but I'm throwing a big party to celebrate so I would like all of y'all to come you have plus 1s so bring that man you was telling me about and its a classy little party so dress nicely." After we finished talking we hung up.

I went upstairs and peeked in Jaylen's room and seen him putting on his bookbag.

"You ready Jay?" He nodded and exited the room.

I went into Tony's room and frowned when I saw him looking at something with tears falling down his cheek.

"Tony what's wrong?" I walked quickly over to his bed and sat down pulling him on my lap.

Instead of responding he handed me what he was looking at. A picture of Erica. I sighed.

"Tony stop crying." I turned him towards me and wiped his face.

"I miss mommy a lot."

"Tony you'll see her again I promise she's with you watching over you frowning because your crying. She loves and she's right here." I pointed at his chest towards his heart.