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[Act XIII]: [Bad Day]

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[Trevor POV]

[6:00 AM]

Our break has started. It doesn't feel like it though. Ever since the news that I had gotten the other day, I haven't been getting any sleep. I look even more shitty then I usually do. The thoughts I've been having have been flying around and slowly torturing me. There hasn't been a second these past nights that I haven't thought about Matthew and my actions. I got once believed I had a best friend. No one ever stuck around with me and dealt with me like Matthew has. No one cared as much as him, and I completely ruined it over some girl. I hate myself even more then I have before, and I didn't think that was possible.

I can't really eat much. Everything I eat, I end up vomiting. If this is the punishment I deserve for how I treated a really important person in my life, and if this is Karma catching up to me, then I guess I'll have to accept it. I just thought Karma wouldn't show up this fast and hit me this hard.

I sat at my desk, looking through Matthew's Facebook with tears running down my face. He's really gone. I know he is. It's all my fault.

I can't live like this. How am I going to be able to live with myself, knowing what I've caused? I never even  got to tell Matthew how much he meant to me. The feeling I get realizing I never will is no different from being shot in the heart repeatedly.

My mom opened my room door and jumped when she saw me. "Oh, what are you doing up?" She asked.

"Nothing," I said, wiping my face. "Haven't been able to fall asleep, so I just stayed on my computer for a while."

My mother knew something was up. I could tell by the look on her face. "Oh, well, you okay?" She asked.

Here's another chance to finally tell my mom what's going on with me. Maybe this'll make me feel better.

But, what if she realizes how much of a sick and horrible person I truly am if i tell her the truth? My mother is all I have.

"Oh, I'm fine." I said, clearing my throat afterwards. We both know that I'm lying.

"Oh. Well I'm going to work now. Clean those dishes downstairs, okay?" She said. It's almost scary how she knows there's something wrong. I have no doubt she'll get it out of me though. That's even scarier.

"Okay." I said.  "Mom?"

"Yes, sweetie?"

Another few seconds of awkward silence.

"Have a good day." I said.

"Thank you baby, you have a good day too." She said before leaving.

Once I heard the door downstairs close, I broke down. This is too much for me to handle. What am I going to do with myself?

All I can think now is, Matthew, PLEASE be alright.

At that moment, my phone rang.

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FINALLY GOT A CHAPTER OUT! Sorry I went quiet for a while! School started.  But that doesn't mean I'm stopping this! I also have more ideas for other stories! So please stick with me. If you have, thank you so so much . Love you guys! See you in the next chapter. What do you think'll happen? Let me know! -K.T 😚😊