It Started With A Tour - Lauren/You/Camila

Chapter 31

Your POV
-2days after-

i was sitting on hospital while my girlfriends was take care of my stuff so we can go home . I just looking at them sadly because i was once again being raped and i feel used and disgust i don't know why they still with me, maybe because they only pity with me what happen to me that's why they still here. they just don't want me to be broken more as ever now but i know that they feel disgust and they didn't love me anymore. i didn't know i was crying until camila and lauren speak and whiping my cheek

"Why are you crying?" "Are you ok?" they ask at the same time i saw there eyes worry is evidence that probably fake i shook my head

"nothing let just go home" i said in blunt and stood up and going out to the hospital room the look each other confused and hurt We walk out to the hospital when we got to the car while Big Rob was driving us to our house they hold my hands but i grab it and cross my arms so they can't hold it i just looking at in front of me seeing the rode . i hear lauren sigh heavily

"OK! What's wrong?!? don't tell us nothing is wrong is because it's obvious there is!" lauren snap i just look at her bluntly

"Lo relax she maybe just tired" camz said

" no camz , i know her we actually know her and you know that is some is wrong" camz sigh

"Y/n did we do something wrong? why you acting like that?"

" I said nothing ok i just want to rest and sleep" the car was stop and they just staring at me "can we go inside now?" i ask annoyed they sigh in defeat and lauren step outside i follow her i didn't wait i just go inside when i step in i was tackle by a hug

"WELCOME BACK!!" they all said i didn't hug them they pulled from the hugs and look at me confused but to Stefan,mat, taylor and em they look at me as if they know what is in my mind

"What's wrong baby sissy?" jade ask that i didn't notice that she was here in the house i shook my head

"Nothing" camila and lauren step inside and look at us when they eyes land on they give me a sad smile i didn't return the gesture i can't let them stay with me when i know that i am not worth it and i can hurt them i look back to 5h girls, jade and my badmates " can i go to my room now?" they nodded still confused

"Y/n you know that you-" ems start i give her a look

"I need some rest no one go to my room i need to be alone!" i snap at them the girls of 5h and my sister have a shock face but to my bandmates they have confused look except to emily i run to my room and lock the door i slide to the floor while my back is on the door i start to cry.

"Why is everything happening to me like this? why my ex and his bestfriend always abusing me? why they still want me to be with them ? why they not just broke up with me? i am just a fucked up girl who is not worth it to be with them!! dylan and daniel was right i can't be love because i am useless i don't deserved them!!especially i was being raped multiple times, i just gonna pull all of them down especially my sister, girlfriends and my bandmates" I was sobbing right now i am hugging my knees

Emily POV

I look to stefan, taylor and matt the have confused look

"I know that look guys" i said in above the whisper the tears is in my eyes now. ready to fall the 5h girls and jade was looking us confused matt eyes widen after i said that it's like realization hit him

"did you see her eyes? i don't want my big sister/bestfriend like that again, w-we need t-to do something" mat was crying now

"what are you guys talking about?" normani ask confused

"you didn't saw her eyes? how the sparkle gone once again? and how she talk to ask?" stefan said

" We saw it. in the first place when she woke up this morning, she keep her distance to us" camila respond to stefan and lauren was nodded who agree what camila saying

"and the way she talk to us. as if she didn't care to us anymore" jade said above the whisper

"is it something that we didn't know? and what she is doing?" ally ask in worried and yet sad tone

"i think the two asshole was getting in her head again they said something and which She is pushing us away from her, like what she did to us in the past" taylor respond to ally i look all of them and said

"I don't know about you girls but the girl who is upstairs right now was broken and stefan,mat, taylor and i are not gonna leave her and not giving up on her whatever she is trying to do and leave her because we all know that she is gonna be the more broken when we leave her specially you three" i point to lauren, camila and jade who is look sad

"Of course not i am not leaving my sister again, specially now that she needs me" jade said i look at the two they give me sad smile and tears was falling their cheek

"We love her so much emily" mila start

"That we are not gonna leave and give up on her we promise to her that we are always gonna be by her side" and lauren continue i give them half smile

"I wish you two not broke that promise" I thought

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