It Started With A Tour - Lauren/You/Camila

Chapter 18

Y/N POV

Today I woke up happy but sadness took over when realization that I had to date Brad came to me.I slowly got up from the couch,only to find that the girls had already woke up.I dressed up and went downstairs.There was everybody,everybody into their our little conversations.Em was showing something at Mat from her phone,Taylor was talking Dinah and Normani.Stefan was talking with Ally.The only people missing were the two beautiful Cuban that had stole my heart.I took a peak to the living room to find Camz crying into Laur's shoulder and Laur comforting her.I was weighing on either I should walk in or go.I decided to go in,I mean I just coudn't decide against it.Taking little steps,I kneeled in fronf of them,placing either hands on each other's kness,making them notice them.Laur got her head up and looked at me,now making me see the few tears that had stained in her cheeks and the new ones running down.Camz didn't looked at me,until some moments,were she got off Laur's shoulder to wipe her eyes.Now they were both looking down at me.I sigh,quietly,and looked to them.

"Hey"I say just above a whisper "Look,I know this is hurting both of you.It's hurting me too knowing that the hand I will be holding will not be yours.I'm hurting because the person I'm going to be able to kiss in public isn't you guys.Have you though of it?"I said looking into their eyes.They looked at the ground and then back at me.

"No"They both answered,their voice soft.

"Exactly.And don't you think that it hurt when you told me we coudn't go out in public.I understand you were scared but it hurt and I admit it.Now this hurts too.We had talk,and told,that we could have our down moments and this is one of them.But it'll pass eventually without breaking us apart.It'll only break us,if we let it..so don't let it,I won't let it happen"I said and they were both looking at me,their eyes just showing guilt,sadness and every other possible emotion you could feel in this kind of a situation."Don't feel gulty,you are not the reason in this.You are the reason,that gets me though it...and I just hope that i'm the reason that you get though this"I said

"You are"Camz said her voice soft.I smiled a bit at her but then heard Laur exhale and inhale angrily.Oh my goshwas the only thing I though

"Why would be hurt anyways?It'll be lie the perfect life.Being famous,having friends and family and 2 girfriends and a boyfriend..just admit it doesn't hurt."She said and that made me a bit angry but more sad.

"Why would you say that?"I said looking at her, feeling the tears welling up in my eyes.

"Just admit it.Admit that it doesn't hurt and why did you bring up the us not wanting to come out thing?"She said and now..now I just coudn't describe what I was feeling.I got up as she did and after a few seconds Camz followed and got up watching me and Laur's interaction.

"I know it isn't the same situation Lauren but it hirts the same.The pain is the same"I said.She looked at me.

"And why does it hurt.I mean in both situations we are basically your little secret but except in this you get to date someone else,and not just anyone,you date BRAD F*CKING SIMPSON"

"I TOLD YOU, I WAS FORCED.DO YOU THINK I COULD EVER CHEAT ON YOU,EITHER OF YOU?"I said now feeling that I just wamted to disapear from the world.

"How can I know you won't,now or later?"She said and I shocked.I mean maybe she's just angry and takes it out to me but what she just said..hurt very much for that matter.

"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU"I yelled and with I ran upstairs only to be followed by Camila.I sat in my bed amd put my head,in my hands sobbing quietly.I felt the bed move and looked up to see that Camz was there running a hand though my back.Suprisingly it relaxed me a lot.We stayed a while in the room alone.I was sobbing still this time in Camz's shoulder when we heard a soft knocking at the door and I instanly knew it was Lauren.

"COME IN"Camz yelled.The door opened,ever so slowly,to reveal a tear stained Lauren.She closed the door and towards us.

"What do you want?"I asked her with a bit of more force in my voice that I was indded to do.

"I know you probably hate me right now but..i'm so so so sorry y/n.I just-I'm so mad at the management and bring ing the Brad thing up wasn't helping and I judt took it out on you which so not ok."She said knowing I would say it is."This isn't an excuse though so I'm pretty sure you won't forgive me so..umm..bye."She said while turning to go out.I got up and grabbed her wrist,turning her over.

"I would never be able to forgive myself,If I didn't forgave you...so I forgive.Ot's just the things you said.It hurt like really so..umm...yeah."I said as she looked at me with a smile.She leaned in to connect our lips as I did the same,ever so slowly again,until Inwas interrupted by my phone ringing.I saw who the text was from and it said Brad.Oh f*ck I forgot him.

From:Brad
Where are you?It's been 10 minutes.

To:Brad
I coudn't make it sorry..umm..stomach flu but i'll be ok bye.

"Who was that?"Camz asked,speaking for the first time since Laur got in.

"Umm,Brad.I forgot so I said I had stomach flu.

"Anyways where were we?"

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