Just the two of us (Eminem fan fiction)

Chapter 12 The kiss

I'm going to make a little jump on 2 months in the story.

It's fucking freezing outside but that's reasonable now that we're in the month of October. It's Friday and guess what? I'm still not allowed too go to the shelter. I haven't told anyone about the day that James hit me, I don't even know if Rachel knows or if she's just pretending that she doesn't know. Me and Marshall still hang out and my feeling haven't changed or yeah maybe they have because I'm even more crazy about him now than I was two months ago and the only one I can talk too about it is Tasha, poor girl because I do that a lot.
Kim and Marshall are not together right now but who knows.. Maybe they make up in a few days, they haven't been together for like a week now.
"So what are you up to this weekend?" Tasha asks me in history class.
"Nothing.. I can't do shit when the folks at home don't allow me any fun." I say.
"Why don't I come over tomorrow? Then we can have a sleepover." Tasha says and I nod my head while smiling, I love her great ideas.
When I come home I head straight to Lucas' room, me and Lucas are really close now and I tell him almost everything, the only thing I don't tell him about is those feelings I have for Marshall.
"What are you doing?" I ask him as I jump down on his bed.
"I'm about to find out where the party is at tonight." He says while he's texting on his phone.
"You know I'm really jalousie of you, right?" I say and he just laughs.
"No one else but yourself put you in that situation." He says and gives me a smile.
"I know." I say smiling. We talk for an hour before I head to my own room. I just wish I could go out tonight, I just wish they would trust me again.. Like come on! I made one mistake.. Or two.. Doesn't matter! I've been good for the past two months. I go to my room and lay on my bed and someone knocks on my door.
"Come in!" I invite and Rachel comes in and closes the door behind her.
"How was your day in school?" She asks.
"Fine." I say.
"So what are you up to today?" She asks.
"Well because of you guys.. Nothing."
"Amelia I refuse to have this conversation with you again.." She begins but I cut her off.
"Then don't."
"Then don't provoke me!" She says with an irritated tone.
"Then don't ask stupid questions!" I say with the same tone.
"You're not making this easier on yourself Amelia." She says as she shut the door behind her as she leaves my room. Seriously.. I'm so tired of her.
The whole day I just stay in my room listening to music and doing homework, homework on a Friday night.. That's a new one! When I'm about too go to sleep my phone vibrates, it's Marshall.

Marshall (12.32am)
What's up

Reply to Marshall (12:36am)
Nothing much.. Are you having fun?

Marshall (12:43am)
This party sucks. Can I come by?

Is he insane or something?

Reply to Marshall (12:47am)
Haha are you out of your mind?

I wake up by the sound of someone knocking on my window. Did I fall asleep? I remove the curtains and see Marshall standing outside my window. I'm only wearing a top and a thong. I can't help but laugh while I'm opening the window making sure that my quilt is covering my butt.
"You're insane." I whisper but I still can't help but laugh.
"Did you fall a sleep?" He asks me.
"Yeah I'm sorry." I say. He sits down on my bed and he doesn't seem drunk or anything, I know he smoked weed but he does that all the time so that's nothing new. - "So how was the party?" I ask.
"Well Kim showed up and now I'm here." He says with a smirk.
"You didn't talk to her?" I ask him.
"No I'm done with her." He says. How I just wanna believe that's the truth but I just know that it's his anger talking.
"Marshall you keep saying that.." I say and he cuts me off.
"Amelia I'm done with her bullshit, I'm tired of her bossing me around and I'm tired of the fact that I don't fit into her perfect fucking family, I'm just sick of her and her fucking family." He tells me.
"I feel you." I just say before I hear someone walking towards my door, fuck fuck fuck! - "Hide." I whisper yell at Marshall.
"Where?" He asks me confused. Without thinking I invite him under my quilt, right now I don't give a fuck about the fact that I'm only wearing a thong and a top. I lay with my back against Marshall and we're real close and I can feel his breath on my lower back because he has to have his head under the quilt. Someone knocks on my door and Lucas walks in, he can not know that Marshall is laying in my bed right now.
"Are you awake sis?" He asks me.
"Now I am." I mumble and fake a tired voice. I feel Marshall's hand on my hip, my god..
"Do you have any chips?" He asks me.
"Are you fucking high or something?" I ask him.
"Yeah." He chuckles and then asks again about the chips.
"In my dresser." I say annoyed. He begins to look through my dresser and I can still feel Marshall's warm breath on my lower back.
"Thanks man." He says as he finds them. He wish me sweet dreams and walks out of my room.
"Finally." I whisper when Lucas closes my door and I hear Marshall chuckle while he comes up to me still laying down, I turn around to face him.
"That was fucking close." He chuckles. He still hasn't removed his hand from my hip.
"If Lucas ever finds out you sneaked in here he will whip your ass Marshall." I say dead serious.
"I know." He says with a smirk.
"Why did you come?" I ask him with a very low whisper.
"I just wanted to see you." He whispers. Our lips are only inches away from each other so I can't resist the temptation anymore, I kiss him. He doesn't push me away, no he actually returns my kiss and his hands moves under my top but only to feel my skin, he doesn't move his hand up. You have no idea how good it feels to finally kiss him! He slides his tongue into my mouth and it moves slowly around mine, I enjoy every single second of this and when he ends the kiss I just want more. He leans his forehead on mine and I can hear him taking a deep breath before he speaks. "What just happened?" He whispers.
"I think I just kissed you." I whisper and I suddenly feel embarrassed.
"Why?" He asks but I don't answer him because I can't tell him the truth. - "Is this something you've wanted to do before tonight?" He asks me when I don't answer him and I just nod my head. - "For how long?" He asks me.
"About some time." I whisper and he doesn't say anything. - "I'm sorry." I say and move my head away from him but he moves his hand from my hip to the back of my head and kisses me. He's such a good kisser! Our kiss is really intense and he rolls me on my back and lays on top of me, then he bites my lip and i can't help but moan. I'm so caught up in his kiss and I don't want him to stop so I grab the back of his neck just to hold him a little closer. This is what I've been waiting for..
After a while he pulls away and say "I didn't say that I didn't like it." I chuckle and he gives me a short kiss and says "I better go home now." He kiss me on the forehead.
"Please tell me if I crossed the line." I whisper because I'm confused about why he wants to leave.
"Why would you think that?" He asks.
"Because you're leaving." I say while I try really hard not to show him my sadness.
"I leave because if I stay then I can't resist the temptation anymore." He says and get up.
"You don't have to resist anything, I'm not a virgin." I admit as he opens the window.
"But you're still only 16." He says and begins to crawl out. - "I'll talk to you tomorrow." I feel sad that he's leaving like that and I can't hide it. - "Come here." He orders me as he stands outside my window so I get up and I lean against the windowsill and he gives me a short kiss again. - "don't look so worried I'll talk to you tomorrow, alright?"
"Okay." I say with a tiny smile. I see him walk away and I lay down on my bed, how am I suppose to sleep after that just happened? 1000 of butterflies is flying around inside me and no matter how hard I try then I can't stop smiling. I can still feel his lips on my lips, his tongue and omg the way he bit my lip was so sexy! I've never felt like this before, it's crazy!

The next morning I wake up and even though I haven't slept much I'm full with energy. I can't wait for Tasha to come over so I can tell her the juicy details.
When Tasha comes over I tell her everything and she's so excited for me and it's all I can talk about, but I'm still waiting for Marshall to text me. I don't wanna text him first because that's just gonna seem desperate and he did promise me to text me. As me and Tasha is about to go to bed he finally texts me.

Marshall (10:22pm)
Can I come by later?

I show Tasha the text and she joins me in the bed.

Reply to Marshall (10:29pm)
Tasha is here for sleepover

Marshall (10:32pm)
Can I pick you up tomorrow?

Reply to Marshall (10:37pm)
Sure

Me and Tasha talk all night mostly about Marshall.