Just the two of us (Eminem fan fiction)

Chapter 14 Fuck it

Everything is settle for tonight! Lucas is gonna drive me over to DeShaun this afternoon and I'm gonna crash there tonight, while Rachel and James think that I'm having a sleepover at Tasha's. With all that have happened between me and Marshall then I really just wanna get drunk, I really need it. I know Marshall is gonna be there tonight but I really don't care because tonight I just wanna have a good time. I haven't told Lucas that me and Marshall are not speaking together anymore mostly because I have no clue what to tell him.
I look at myself in the mirror, my hair is down and I have my favorite hoodie and jeans on and some Nike shoes (Like the outfit on the picture!). Lucas aren't gonna join us tonight so I don't have to act friendly towards Marshall. I arrive to DeShaun's apartment, it's a small 1 bedroom apartment and I walk right into the living room from the front door, there's 2 couches, a coffee table with weed all over it and a TV. Marshall, Rufus, Robert, Denaun and Swifty are already here.
"Hi." I say with a huge smile.
"Yo girl welcome to my big ass crib." DeShaun says  followed with a laugh.
"Crib? This is a castle." I laugh.
"Proof's castle." He tries it out and says - "It has a ring to it." I just laugh and sit down on the floor in front of the coffee table, yeah I like to sit on the floor I know it's weird. We all just mock around for hours while we're drinking and smoking, and me and Marshall haven't said a word to each other since I got here, maybe it's better this way.

The time comes where it's time to crash a party and we're way to many people in one car so I sit upfront in between Marshall and DeShaun where there's no seat and people in the car are talking loud and the music is loud.
"You're a dope girl, you know that right?" DeShaun says to me. Okaaay I think he's good with the booze for now or whatever.
"Thanks." I laugh.
"Nah man I'm serious! We all think you're dope specially Marshall." He says and I look at Marshall who just keeps his eyes on the road, I know he can hear what DeShaun is saying because it's impossible to overhear.
"I know." I just say.
"I don't think you understand what I'm saying girl, what I am saying is that the motherfucker really likes you man." He says and Marshall turns his head and I swear it looks like he could kill DeShaun right now. I wonder if Marshall told DeShaun about the kiss.
"Shut the fuck up dawg!" Marshall says.
"He didn't tell me something I didn't already know." I defend DeShaun and Marshall gives me this cold glare before he turns his head and focus on the road again.
"We all know." Denaun says from the back. They all know that Marshall likes me?
"Otherwise he would still stick with Kim." Rufus says.
"Yo shut the fuck up!" Marshall says angrily.
"Yo that was a good thing, I mean come on man.. Kim is no good for you dawg." DeShaun says trying to calm him down.
"Why the fuck are you motherfuckers even sticking your nose into shit which ain't non of your business?" He ask them all but no one answers.
"We're just looking out for you." DeShaun breaks the ice after a few minutes of silence but Marshall doesn't answer. Why does he get so angry when they're not together? He told me that he hates her guts and shit like that.. I wonder if they're together again..
We arrive to the party and never have I been so glad to step out of a car, I hate awkward situations. We walk into the party and I take a seat next to DeShaun, I have to know if he knows.
"So Marshall told you?"  I ask him.
"Depends on what you mean shorty." He says with a smile.
"The kiss DeShaun." I say and roll my eyes at him.
"You guys fucking kissed?" He ask me surprised. Fuck he doesn't know! Marshall is going to kill me! I really thought he told him, you and your big mouth Amelia! Suddenly DeShaun burst out laughing and I give him a confused look. - "I know girl." He then says, what a relief..
"That was not funny." I say in all seriousness.
"Only because you didn't see the look on your face." He laughs and we get interrupted by a cute guy who wants to dance with me, why not? I'm drunk and he's cute. We walk to the crowd of people dancing and my hips are moving to the beat with him behind him.
"You're hot." He says and puts his hands on my hips, I just smile at his compliment. "What's your name beauty?" He ask me when we've been dancing for a while and before I have a chance to answer him, someone pulls my arm and pulls me away from him.
"Hey!" I yell but don't say another word when I see it's Marshall, he pulls me through the crowd of people and head to the door and I keep asking him where we are going but he doesn't answer me. He drags me outside and I speak again - "What the hell Marshall?!"
"What the fuck are you doing?!" He yells in anger.
"What am I doing?! What are you doing?! You can't just pull me away like that!" I fire back. I'm shaking because I'm so angry, how dares he to pull me away from a cute guy when we're not even speaking?
"You know I like you and then you rub your fucking ass against that dude?!" He yells at me.
"You wanted us to be friends!" I literally scream at him.
"Show some fucking respect!"
"So let me get this straight." I say calmly but still showing the anger in my voice. - "You don't want me but still I don't get to flirt with other guys?" I ask him confused. He slides his hands down his face and sighs deeply. - "you're confusing me." I say when he doesn't answer my question.
"Fuck it." He says and push me against the wall and kiss me, wait.. What the fuck is happening right now? He slides his tongue into my mouth and it's so intense, I can't help but moving my hands under his t-shirt just to feel his skin. Suddenly we hear some voices getting closer and Marshall breaks the kiss while taking a step away from me. We just stand there as the voices getting closer and I can tell one of the voices is DeShaun.
"Everything's cool?" He asks us.
"Yeah." Marshall answers while giving him a handshake.
"I had to convince people in there that you weren't about to beat her up man." DeShaun says with s grin and Marshall just laughs.
"Yo can I get the key to your crib? Me and Amelia wanna go home." Marshall says and I don't protest him. DeShaun gives Marshall his key and Marshall thanks him.
"But the bed is mine Doody so you guys have to sleep on the couch." DeShaun says.
"Aright man." He says and we walk to the car. I'm so happy right now and my legs is like jelly after that kiss or maybe it's because I'm drunk, I don't know. On the way home everything is back to the same old and it's nice, I've really missed him. I need to check my phone I haven't checked it since I stepped into DeShaun's apartment this afternoon. I have 4 missed calls from Rachel and 2 messages from each Rachel and Lucas.

Rachel (7:02pm)
Call me ASAP

Lucas (7:22pm)
Rachel and dad found out that you're not with Tasha

"Fuck." I curse.
"What's wrong?" Marshall ask while parking the car.
"Rachel and James found out that I'm not with Tasha." I tell him.
"Do you want me to drive you home?" He asks me.
"No I'll deal with them tomorrow." I say. Tonight I just wanna spend the time with Marshall and no one gets to ruin my night with him.
We go into DeShaun's apartment and we go to kitchen to make some food.
"I'm sorry that I was such a bitch." I apologize to him while he's making us toasts.
"You had your reasons." He says without making eye contact. I hug him from behind and kiss his shoulder, his cologne smells so good.
"You're not gonna change your mind tomorrow, are you?" I ask him leaning my head against his back.
"Depends on you behavior tonight." He says and I can't help but laugh.
"You're a dick." I giggle. He turns around, kiss me and lift me up on the kitchen counter, god he's so sexy!
"I make you toast and you call me a dick." He says and bite my bottom lip.
"I'm a bitch." I say smirking.
"I can't argue with you on that." He says and begins to kiss my neck and a moan escapes my lips. "Go in and sit down on the couch I'll be there with you in a minute." He says and gives me a short kiss. I jump down from the counter and head to the living room and I check my phone again, it's 3:06am.
We eat our food, afterwards we lay down on the couch and we kiss and it's really intense but we don't take it any further.