Saviour A Black Veil Brides Love Series #Wattys2015

Chapter Twenty One Andy

“Then I lost it all
Dead and broken.
My back's against the wall.
Cut me open.
I'm just trying to breathe,
Just trying to figure it out
because I built these walls to watch them crumbling down.
I said, "Then I lost it all."
And who can save me now?”

            Staring out into the crowd seeing all of the hands in the air waving back and forth made me feel better knowing I had an army of fans that cared so much as I tried to get through this hard time.

“I stood above
another war,
another jewel upon the crown.
I was the fear of man.
But I was blind.
I couldn't see the world there right in front of me.
But now...I can... (Yeah)

'Cause I lost it all
Dead and broken.
My back's against the wall.
Cut me open.
I'm just trying to breathe,
Just trying to figure it out
because I built these walls to watch them crumbling down.
I said, "Then I lost it all."
And who can save me now?

(Oh)

I believe that we all fall down sometimes (Oh)
can’t you see (can't you see) that we all fall down sometimes? (Oh, yeah, oh, yeah)

I believe that we all fall down sometimes (Oh)
(Can't you see) can’t you see that we all fall down sometimes? (Yeah, we all, yeah, we all fall down)
Yeah

I believe that we all fall down sometimes
yeah”

            Taking a deep breath I smiled at as the arena erupted in loud ass cheers.

            “Alright you motherfuckers, that was our last song of the night, so goodnight everyone!” Just as I was turning to exit the stage I saw her. Raven, Raven was here standing off to the side. I ran off the stage not listening to the guys as they shouted out my name, I had to get to Raven, I had to. Pushing through the crowd I shouted her name but she didn’t turn around. She probably couldn’t hear me with it being still loud.

            “RAVEN,” I shouted once more. This time I was close enough to touch her. I pulled her arm turning her around to look at me. Only, it wasn’t Raven.

            “Oh my god, Andy, you’re Andy” The girl squealed. Hiding my disappointment I nodded my head.

            “I’m sorry, I thought you were somebody that I knew, you look just like her,” I said. She had a look on her face as if she knew what I was talking about and nodded her head.

            “Don’t worry Andy, you’ll find her.” She smiled before walking away so I made my way to the tour bus. This is just crazy. Thinking that every girl I see with black and red hair with a pale completion is Raven, when really I’m thinking she’s going to come back when she isn’t.

            But I can’t stop having hoped that she will come back, something in my gut tells me that she will. She will come back, she will, she just has to.

            Taking a cigarette out I took a deep breath in filling my lungs with the smoke to clear my head. It wasn’t dark out yet for some reason, so I could still see the bus, but that meant I could also see the person leaning against the bus with a redVolkswagen Jetta parked behind. Squinting I could make out the blue and white sneakers and tights with red stripes under the denim shorts she had on. She had a grey tank top on with a black sweater over it that looked a size too big. Her honey brown hair covered her face so I couldn’t see if I recognized who it was. Thankfully she looked up before I had the chance to say anything, and when she looked up, I stopped walking.

            “Andy,” She said. Her smile was there and she started to walk towards me as if to give me a hug but she stopped herself, clearly unsure. So I walked to her and held her face in my hands taking her in. Her pale skin was the same, her clothes were the same style, her star necklace I had put on her was there along with her pierced nose and lip and so wasn’t the same over the shoulder bag I handed her that day. The only thing different about her was her hair. It was no longer black and red; it was a honey brown that went to her shoulders along with some bangs.

            “You want to know how I know it’s you.” I whispered.

            “How,” Her breath lightly hit my skin but I still closed my eyes and rested my forehead against hers, pulling her against me getting rid of any space that was there.

            “I never forget two things about her. First, I remember her since of style,” She smiled at that and waited for number two.

            “What’s the second thing?”

            “Her grey eyes, I love those grey eyes of hers that you just so happen to have. And you know what?”

            “What?” I smiled, not caring if I looked like a fucking freak. She was here, here in my arms for real.

            “I love her Raven,”

            “And she loves you too Andy,” Raven whispered. If it was possible my smile got bigger as hers did too. And to finish this moment, I kissed her. Knowing full well that this was my Raven, my girl, my angel, my beautiful and precious angel, she was my Raven.

 My lovely Raven,

And she was here.

Hey Guys, i hope you like this chapter. And i was reading back and i remembered that i had forget to ask you something. Back in chapter 13 Raven and Ashley had went into the back and came out smiling, what do you think they were doing there. What do you think they were doing or talking about?????

Also, i just came up with this so i am sorry if it is crappy or sounds rushed in any way, enjoy, and don't forget to comment below about what Ash and Raven were doing and what you think of the story so far, and don't forget to vote, it only takes two seconds. So, enjoy! :D