Looking at my hair once more I walked out of the bathroom typing Raven’s number once again, hoping that she would answer. Listening to the dial tone I coughed once before leaning against the bunks and closing my eyes as I felt a headache emerge.
“Hi I’m not here right now probably because I’m probably spreading my awesomeness around but leave your name and number and I’ll call you back.”
Sighing I hung up and looked down at my phone. What was the point anymore, Raven, didn’t want me anymore. Feeling my chest constrict I let a fit of coughing out before wiping my eyes as they watered up. My physical health seemed to be catching up with my emotional health. Hearing footsteps I looked up and saw Ash walk towards the bunks. Why did I have to be dick and let her leave?
“Hey Ash,” He stopped and looked at me, his entire face going soft as he took me in.
“No, she hasn’t picked up when I called, or for when either of us tried.” He patted my shoulder and continued to the bathroom. Biting my lip I walked away from the bunks to the one of the couches and fell onto it. Closing my eyes I dialed her number once again and turned so I was facing the cushions of the couch as her voice mail picked up, again. She was laughing in it making me smile; I wouldn’t stop kissing her neck that day.
“Hey, baby,” I croaked out, “I really need to talk to you. I am so sorry for being a dickish asshole. Please call me back when you get this, I need you. We all need you but, I really need you. I miss you so much, I miss having you here, and I miss your voice. I’ve probably just called your number knowing you wouldn’t pick up just to hear you. I still love you even if you don’t love me anymore. Just, please call back babe, love you.” Hitting end I coughed some more before giving up and getting some water and Advil.
Why didn’t I realize what I was doing when her tear stained face haunted me that night? Why did I ignore it? That face and our memories haunted me every night now.
Walking away I ran a hand through my hair and walked to Jake’s bunk and pulled the curtain back startling him. He sat up as much as he could while in the bunk.
Coughing once more I looked at him, “We need to talk.”
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Saviour A Black Veil Brides Love Series #Wattys2015
FanficRaven is the outcast in her school. She’s the quiet one, the one that stays to herself and really has no friends. Her father doesn’t even look at her. Everyone in her school has labeled her as the emo goth one, the one that doesn’t fit in. But who s...
