Letter 12

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Dear Louis,

I don't know what would describe my feelings for you better than this:

It's so stupid of me to try to find
your voice in every birdsong.
Come and free me, I'm trapped in
the life I don't even want.

Give me any name and hold me in your arms
maybe one day I'll be worthy enough to
be loved by you.

Your eyes, so azure and so inviting.
I would gladly drown in them.

You have always been holding me together
until I shattered like a mirror when even
my own reflection looked down upon me.

If I would have known that it was the last
time I heard your laugh,
I would have risked a million tears to save you.

We couldn't make it through the world together
like I thought we would.
I miss how you used to be too warm for my cold soul.

I think about you way too much,
I've been searching thick and low.
All I ever wanted was to be loved by you.

I lost it all in one moment-
the sparks in your kiss,
the blue of your eyes and
the love of yours too good
to be mine.

Wherever you are,
remember that your name
is engraved way too deep down
in my heart to be forgotten.

Yours till the heavens bow down,

Freya.

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WTF did I just write!

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