Dear Louis,
Pain is better than feeling nothing at all. If somebody even rips my heart out, it won't hurt as bad as when you left. You're making it way too hard for me to sleep at night. I miss you; it's like an everyday thing. I wake up and wish I didn't. I just want to go through the day without having to interact with anyone. I don't really have the stomach for my job anymore but, I have to go there to make a living. All I want to do is spend my days at home and just scream, cry and yell. That's all I want to do.
Harry has been helping me. He drives me to work since I don't drive anymore. You know why? Our car smells like you, it reminds me of all the times we went on dates. Sitting in the car itself brings tears to my eyes and blurs my vision. Harry thought that I might end up meeting with an accident so, he drives me everywhere now. I don't go out much unless it's necessary.
All I want to say is that I'm trying my best to get things right but, it's difficult without you.
Yours Truly,
Freya.
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