Lovestruck (EDITING)

48: What the World Revolves Around

"Are you sure about this?" Jayden's eyes search mine for hesitation as he leans over me, my hand still gripping his t-shirt.

"I'm sure," I whisper with a nod of my head.

The corners of Jayden's lips twitch into a smile and I begin to giggle as he messily removes his shirt, revealing his super toned stomach. Wow. When did that happen? I don't have time to wonder before his lips are back on mine. I can feel his smile growing as his lips move against mine and I can't help but smile too. The kisses are sloppy and filled with laughter and I'm loving every second of it. We bump heads lightly as I struggle to lift myself off the bed enough to remove the borrowed sweatshirt I'm wearing, and I find myself in another fit of giggles as he helps me to pull my tank top over my head so that I'm left in my lacy white bra and ripped black jeans. The laughter seems to stop as Jayden's eyes wander over me and I feel myself blushing, using my hands to cover my face.

"Hey," I hear Jayden whisper, taking my wrists in one hand and holding them over my head gently. "You're perfect, Skye."

Chills run through me as he places kisses down my neck and along my collar bone, causing my back to arch off the bed when he reaches my most sensitive spot. My hands are released suddenly and I don't waste a moment, running my hand down his stomach slowly before gripping onto the waistband of his sweatpants.

"Wait," he breathes, sitting up beside me. "Do you really want to do this? It's not just because of that Landon guy, right?"

"I really do. There's no one I would rather be with, I swear," I sit up to meet him with a reassuring smile.

Jayden's smile returns before I meet his lips with mine, biting his lower lip softly and earning a light chuckle. I deepen the kiss with my tongue whilst my fingers play with the waistband of his sweatpants. I love how easy this is. There's no pressure and no anxieties. It's just a lot of fun. I feel like I'm in control and safe and I'm with someone who truly cares about me. That is all I could ever ask for in losing my virginity. It really is perfect.

In a sudden burst of confidence, I swing my leg over so that I'm straddling Jayden's lap before pushing him down into the bed. His signature playful grin creeps onto his face as I giggle down at him, tucking my mess of hair behind my ear before leaning down to place a soft his on his lips. My attention moves to his neck now, leaving kisses down the side of it and focusing right above the collar bone, earning a deep groan from his lips. I smile against his skin, proud of myself, as I move to his muscular chest and leave a trail of kisses down the center before spending extra time on his strong abs. Reaching his waistband, I glance up at him through my lashes to see the anticipation on his face. His pupils are dilated and his lips are red and swollen from kisses. He looks alive. I feel alive.

I pull down his sweatpants, glancing up at him playfully and earning another chuckle as I tug them down his legs and toss them onto the floor behind me. Climbing back onto the bed and straddling his thighs, I run my hand over his boxers gently, hearing him inhale sharply at the contact. I giggle and bite my lip as my hand runs over them again, more firmly this time, and he groans. I watch the bulge beneath his plain black boxers growing slightly as I continue to press against him with my palm and I glance up to see his eyes flutter closed at my touch. He gasps when I tug down his boxers suddenly, leaving him completely bare in front of my eyes.