-Jesy POV-
I sit upright in bed. Tears spilling down my cheeks like waterfalls as I clutch my chest. My breathing was out of control, my body sweating.
I gasp slightly and all back down on the covers. What an awful nightmare that was. It felt so real and livid that my eyes stung with more tears.
"Calm down Jesy." I breath but my heart was racing. I felt like my insides were collapsing on me.
I reached for my phone and dialed Jack Johnson. I couldn't think straight right now and just needed him to talk to.
Jack picked up after the second ring and sounded worried. I looked at the clock on my bedside table and felt bad for waking Jack up at 11:20 p.m.
"What's wrong?" Jack asks immediately after hearing my words turn to sobs.
"I'll be there now." He ended the call without another word. I sat on the bed, my knees balled up against my chest. I wish I could crawl in a hole and never come out.
Exactly 5 minutes later there was a knock on my balcony door. Through the curtain I could make Jacks silhouette out, his perfect body outline.
I got out and opened the door, Jack stumbled in and pulled me to his chest immediately. No words, no sound, just his arms around my shoulders. I held on tight and breath his scent in.
"Wanna talk about it?" Jack asked and guided us to my bed. We sat down together, Jack holding my hand supportively.
So I exhaled and told him every detail of my dream. I had to stop more than seven times to hold myself together and not cry. I told him everything.
"Jesy, oh you know it's not real right?" Jack sighed and pulled me into another hug.
"Jack! It felt pretty real and kind of like foreshadowing!" I insisted and held him back.
"Jack would never call you that! I know he wouldn't hurt you like that either." Jack said and pulled away.
"He wouldn't hate me?" I stood up and folded my arms. "He wouldn't hate me even after kissing you more than once? Sharing a bed with you?"
"Jesy that was a mistake." Jack said quietly.
"A mistake? Jack I am so in love with you! Is that a damn mistake to you?"
Jack was silent.
"I have to hide and lie about how I feel about you Johnson! I don't trust myself around you because I want to touch you all the time."
Jacks eyes widen at my sudden confession. Hell, I don't even know where this came from but yelling it all out gave me a sense of freedom that I needed.
"The amount of sexual tension we have is undeniable Jack!" I groaned and walked over to him, he looked up at me still sitting on my bed.
"Jesy please don't say this." Jack closed his eyes.
"Why?"
"It's just wrong."
I stepped back slightly. "It's...it's wrong?"
Jack opened his eyes and looked at me suddenly. "Oh nah Jesy I didn't mean it like that - "
"No you're right." I sniffed and stepped back, suddenly embarrassed at my outburst.
"God Jesy! Can't you see how crazy I am about you!" Jack stood up too and raised his voice.
Sorry, not sorry if we woke you up mom.
"You're beautiful, everything I want in a girl! You're sassy but sweet and damn...you got a young kid feeling some type of way." He bit his lip slightly.
I looked down.
"And best of all, you make me feel so alive Jesy. You open my eyes and my heart - something nobody else can do!"
"Really?" I smile.
"Oh yeah." Jack smiled and trailed his fingers down my cheek. "Let's just get out of here for a while?"
"And go where?"
"There's some place I really wanna show you." Jack said. "I go there all the time, so I wanna show it to you."
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Twenty minutes later, Jack and I were standing opposite a small lake with my Chevy truck parked behind us.
"It's almost midnight." Jack said standing behind me, he wrapped his arms around me.
A small drizzle picked up, It felt so good to be out at night. The Stars were bright and the moon was our source of light.
"Let's get in." Jack said as the drizzle got heavy.
He helped me into the back of the Chevy truck. We had a small, thick blanket underneath us as a mattress substitute. Two pillows scattered under our heads.
We laid side by side and stared out the back window, the rain drops running down. The music from the radio was playing, softly in the background.
"I wish life was this simple." I brisk the peaceful silence.
"Just me and you?" Jack asked, running his fingers through my hair.
"Yeah." I rolled over and straddled Jacks waist. "Just you and me."
Jacks eyes trailed my body, I had on a tank shirt with my pj shorts on, Jack had a shirt with sweat pants on.
The intensity between us was heavy now, we were both alone in the dark, in the back of my truck.
"Tell me you want me Jes." Jack spoke. "And I'm all yours."
"I do." I exhaled. "I want you."
"Good. Because you're all I want."
And we were kissing - making out to be correct. Jacks fingers twisted in my hair while our lips moved in perfect sync. We only broke the kiss when Jack lifted my shirt over my head, he kissed my neck softly.
I pulled his shirt off just as quickly and trailed a hand down his chest to his sweats.
"You're more bad than I thought you were." Jack smirked when I tossed his pants behind us in the truck.
"Says you." I chuckled as Jack slipped mine off.
Jacks hands ran down my thighs as we kissed deeper, wanting to taste every part of each others mouth.
"Jesy." Jack breathed when I straddled him slowly, my hips moving slowly on his.
We weren't naked yet, but the full feeling was nearly there. I knew he wanted more. I wanted more.
Jacks hands was trailing over my body, running gently on skin it prickled with desire.
"Damn you're perfect." Jack kissed my shoulder blade. I smiled to myself, he sounded so honest and loving.
Jack hated not being in control so he flipped us over and was hovering above my body. His waist between my legs which I hooked around him.
"So many things I wanna do to you." he whispered huskily in my ear and began grinding between my legs. I felt a rush of need, so I tightened my legs.
The desire built up, I glanced pass Jacks shoulder and saw the moon shining brightly.
Just for us.
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Torn in Two ❉ j.j
Fanfiction"You're not supposed to fall in love with your boyfriends bestfriend." Jack Johnson has always been caring and supportive. Maybe he took it too far this time.
