Ch 16 // Guilty Kiss

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I'm writing three stories at once so its possible for me to slip with MC names. Im sorry and it shouldn't be life threatening deal tho

PS keep in mind that Johnson will be referred to as Jack. Gilinsky will be Gilinsky lol.

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-Jesy POV-

Jack and I walked in - absentmindedly still holding hands. Everyone seemed to turn to us as I looked at the hospital bed.

"Oh my god." I gasped and covered my mouth.

"Baby." Gilinsky said in relief and held his arms out immediately.

"Jack." I smiled with tears in my eyes and lunged for him, wrapping my arms around his neck. "Oh thank goodness."

Gilinsky held me tight. His hands tangled in my hair - everyone awww'd around us as we embraced. I could feel all the tubes beneath my arms and then pulled away.

"How you feeling?" I asked running my hand through Gilinsky's wet hair. They must have had him shower today.

"Shitty." Gilinsky laughed. "But better because you're finally here."

He leaned in slowly, brushing my cheek with his thumb. Our lips were so close when I quickly turned casually to look at Jack who stood stock still in front of the door.

The look on his face was a mixture of shock, happiness, relief, love but also a small hint of disbelief that only I could see in those ocean blue eyes.

"Bro." Gilinsky smiled.

Jack finally came forward and bro hugged Gilinsky as I stepped back and stood next to Brianna who linked hands with me.

"I'm so happy yoyur okay." Jack told Gilinsky who laughed bitterly. "Thought I'd lose you forever."

"I'm still around to annoy you." Gilinsky shook Jacks shoulder.

We all laughed. No matter what, Jack and Gilinsky were like a married couple. I wonder what would separate them - oh maybe hooking up with Gilinskys best friend.

Mrs Gilinsky pulled out a few cakes, snacks and some soda. We all pulled up chairs but Gilinsky motioned me over to his bed where I sat beside him. Jack sat at the foot of his bed next to Brianna who looked tense because she knew the truth.

"I missed you." Gilinsky whispered to mw but all I felt was guilt.

"I missed you too." I smiled. I did miss him but it wasn't romantically. I wish it was but I felt weird now. I felt like Jack was still on my lips and over my body.

Gilinsky chuckled and pulled me, kissing me unexpectedly. His tongue slipping into my mouth, made me shiver which I wish hadn't happen. He would never kiss me in front of his parents but having almost died, I guess he was allowed to.

I pulled away and blushed. When I looked up, Jacks chair was empty and everyone hadn't even looked our way. Except for Brianna who gave me round eyes as a signal.

"Where's the bathroom?" I asked quickly.

"Down the hall." Gilinsky pecked my cheek making me want to squirm.

I dashed out, instead of going down the hall I jogged to the smoking area where I knew Jack would be. Strangely enough.

And he was there, smoking which he never does unless stressed out. I walked up to him and pulled the cig out of his hand, throwing it on the ground and stepping on it.

"What the fück." Jack asked harshly.

"Why?" I asked folding my arms. "You never smoke."

Jack turned around. "Just leave me alone now Jesy."

"I didn't lean in for that Jack..you know that. You saw." I protested.

Jack snorted. "Oh I saw it alright."

"Jack please!" I said.

"What do you want me to do?" Jack turned around and stepped closer. "I cant stop you! He's your boyfriend and I'm not! We had a stupid fling and that's it."

"That's - "

"The truth." Jack said finally.

Our faces were close now, Jacks blue eyes searching mine for some kind of answer I didn't have. I shook my head and stood on my toes, kissing him hard.

Jack immediately reacted and wrapped his hands around my waist, pulling me as close as he could. Our lips moved in sync, roughly and hungry for each other.

"Jesy." Jack mumbled between kisses but pulled me closer. My heart was racing against this chest. We were so close, I would have thought we were becoming one.

I didn't want to stop. He tasted like mint and smoke - it made me want him even more. His hand traveled down to my ass, grabbing it gently.

The kiss heated up - then Jack pulled away and turned around as fast as he could. Like he wanted to get away.

"Shit." Jack was breathing heavy and leaned against the railing.

I touched my lips, unable to believe that he could kiss me like that. It lit my entire soul like nobody else could.

"I'm sorry." I whispered.

Jack shook his head. "Please go."

"I said - "

"GO." Jack raised his voice.

I didnt protest and left, my lips still burning and my heart still needing Jack Johnson.

-Jack POV-

It still took my about 10 minutes to calm myself after Jesy had left or more like me yelling at her. I felt bad but shouting was the only way to get something into her hand.

Jesy and I have kisssed a lot before but this was something else. The need and hunger in the kiss was obvious, from both of us. I was afraid I might have jumped her in public if she didn't leave.

I groaned and ran my hand through my hair just thinking of it. I felt so stupid for giving in so easily. But Jesy has this hold on me and I wish we could just be open and honest but it would crush G.

I entered the room again to find everyone saying goodbye to Gilinsky and promising they would be back tomorrow again. I was hanging back - unsure of how to act or what to say.

"Now remember." The doctor said. "Mr Gilinsky will be staying here until we are sure to let him go. You're allowed to visit or sleep over."

Everyone nodded. They said goodbye and left in drabs. Gilinsky obviously asked Jesy to stay later because she sat on a chair next to him, holding his hand.

"I guess I'll stay too." I pulled up a chair next to Gilinsky too. "Since I'm driving Jesy home."

"Good." Gilinsky nodded. "My two favorite people with me."

My heart sank with guilt.

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