Torn in Two ❉ j.j

Ch 26 // I'll Never Leave

-Jesy POV-

"I'm so sorry Jack." I said feeling tears spill down my face.

Jack Johnson stared at me, his body fixed in the same position for the last fifteen minutes since he walked in. I was afraid of his reaction.

Silence was the worse.

"Jesy..." Jack finally croaked out and looked like I had punched him. "Are you - are you pregnant?"

I nodded slowly - more tears rushed out at the realized that all three of my tests had came out positive. It wasn't a doctors scan but...three is never just a coincidence.

"Oh god." Jack stumbled in and pulled me into his arms. I burst into tears as his arms covered me protectively. I felt my heart feel complete now that he was here.

"I'm - so sorry." I said through heavy tears. Jack didn't say anything but he just head held me closer, his hand in my hair.

We stayed like that for as long as I can count. I was crying and hiccupping like a crazy person. Jack was quiet but he held me, he rubbing my back, he kissed my head every minute or so.

I felt like a mess.

It wasn't like I was reckless. I was on the pill and Jack had always used condoms. We were always so careful when it came to this. Always.

My heart was aching.

"I feel like the universe is punishing us for sneaking behind Gilinsky." I said after my tears were all cried out. "I'm such a bad person."

Jack pulled away and looked at me with a blank face. "Jesy you aren't a bad person okay. We have to talk about this."

I nodded. We sat down on my bed, Jack held my hand tightly. I didn't know what we could possible talk about. I was pregnant with my boyfriends best friends baby.

"How did this happen?" Jack asked stupidly.

I almost slapped him. "Uhm maybe because we had sex?"

Jack sighed. "I mean...you were on birth control and I was using protection Jesy."

I shrugged. "I missed my period for about two months and so Brianna and I decided to take a test in case."

"Fuck." Jack buried his head in his hands.

I felt hopeless. I felt as if this would break Jack and I up for good - even if he wasn't my boyfriend. He didn't want this and neither did I but...

I felt as if he would walk out on me because of Gilinsky. He could never betray his friend like that - he had already backstabbed him so many times.

"I'm sorry Jack...I didn't mean for this to happen." I said quickly. "I didn't want this okay and I understand if you don't want this...or me."

I stood and Jack looked up, his eyes were red. He didn't want me to see him cry.

"You can leave and I won't - I don't know what I'm gonna do but I'd figure it out." I held back tears.

"Woah Jesy - " Jack stood up too.

I stepped back. "I don't want to cause problems for you like I already have so I'd understand - "

"Jesy." Jack cut in and pulled me to him again but this time it was different because he held me tighter and I felt a relief wash over me.

"Jack." I said.

"I'm not dropping you because of this mistake okay? I was part of this and now I have to deal with it too."

"I don't wanna force you into anything Jack." I whispered against his chest.