Torn in Two ❉ j.j

Ch 15 // News

-Jesy POV-

The next morning Jack and I laid awake in my bed, wrapped in each other arms with the sheets covering us.

"How you feeling?" Jack traced circles on my shoulder making me shiver.

"Amazing." I smiled and closed my eyes for a while. "Like I'm walking on sunshine."

"You cheeseball." Jack pecked the side of mg head.

I laughed and leaned forward so I was resting my arms on his shoulders. I felt his hands touch my waist gently.

"Would you believe me if I said that I've never felt this way before." I sighed. God I was so in love right then.

Jack shrugged. "Probably not!"

I gave him a look. "Seriously! Didn't you feel that connection.. Jack this isn't nothing."

"I know but don't talk like that." Jack said quietly. "I don't wanna be too happy and then - "

I cut him off with a soft kiss. "I love you."

"I love you more." He said with the biggest smile on his face.

Just as I was about to say something, a voice rang through the house making Jack and I jump out of bed - more like falling out really.

"Han! I'm home." My mom said awfully cheerful. "Who's car is in the driveway?"

I panicked as Jack slid on his boxers and shirt. I threw on one of my clean pajama shorts and tank top.

"Closet! Hide!" I hissed and shoved Jack into my closet. Then I threw away the condom wrapper before my mom could see it on the dresser.

Just as I pretended to be on the laptop, my door swung open and my mom walked in looking happy. Usually she was never happy to be home or even see me. I was confused.

"Uhm whatsup?" I asked her.

"I'm just glad to see you." My mom ruffled my messy hair. All I could think was Jack and last night - disgusting girl.

I laughed. "Well..okay."

"I'm gonna get lunch started so get showered and maybe we could go do some shopping." My mom added.

I nodded. Still amazed at her weird new personality. There must be something more to this. My mom walked out and shut the door behind her.

"Is your mom on drugs?" Jack asked emerging from the closet.

"I don't know what's her deal." I shrugged as Jack slid his arms around my waist and picked me up off the ground.

Jacks lips were closer to mine now. We were silent, just looking at each other with our lips almost touching. Just as I felt his soft lips on mine - my phone rang.

"Fück." Jack groaned and let me go so I could answer it.

I laughed and sat down, answering my phone and the first thing I heard was Mrs Gilinsky's loud voice. My senses were raised immediately.

"Jesy, mind coming down to the hospital now?" She said but her voice sounded nuetral. "I'm calling everyone."

"Uhm sure Mrs G." I said. "Be there in a few."

When I ended the call, Jacks phone buzzed in his jacket pocket.

-Jack POV-

I snuck out of Jesy's house after Mrs G called us both to meet at the hospital in a few minutes. I told Jesy I would pick her up after showering and she agreed.

I didn't know what this was about. Mrs G didn't seem to give any hint of Jack being okay or not. I guess all the hurt made her feel numb.

When I got home, I showered and told Brianna we were heading to the hospital now. She agreed to come with me but I wish she wouldn't so I could talk to Jesy about last night.

Last night. I held back a tiny smirk just thinking about it. It was perfect, everything about her was perfect. The way our bodies just seem to fit together. The way she touched -

"Hello." Brianna snapped her fingers in front of me. "Are you gonna start the car at all?"

I shook my head. I couldnt focus on any thing now that Jesy and I finally took that huge step. But as we neared the hospital, I felt like throwing up. Gilinsky - he hadnt even crossed my mind lastnight.

"Jack are you okay?" Brianna asked looking down at my tight grip on the wheel.

I exhaled. "Yeah its just - just stuff going on with Jesy."

Brianna's eyes widened. "Did you two do what I think - "

"Oh no, not having this conversation with you Bri." I yelled loudly as we pulled up at Jesy's house. I hooted.

Brianna scrunched her nose. "Don't worry, it's gross anyways."

Jesy came out wearing a high waisted black skirt and a maroon tank. She was just everything. My world. She jogged towards us and jumped into the back seat.

"Hola." She smiled.

"Hey girl." Brianna smiled. "When were you gonna tell me you and Jack had - "

"Brianna!" Jack exclaimed.

Jesy covered her face. "You told her?"

I rolled my eyes. "No, she guessed it."

"What's wrong if I know?" Brianna asked sounding hurt. "I should know. And I won't tell Gilinsky...if he you know."

Jesy shrugged. "Let's not make a big deal of it."

I caught her stare in the rearview mirror and have her a small smile. We were turning into the hospital now. Regardless of what would happen now - good or bad - Jesy was a big part of my life. I didn't want that to change.

"I hope this is good." Brianna murmured as we parked and got out of the car.

"Me too." Jesy shivered. I linked out hands together. "I'm sick of all the bad news."

Together we walked in, I spotted Taylor and Nash's car here. Mrs G wasn't kidding when she said she was phoning everyone. But that could only mean something bad was about to happen.

"Oh I see Sammy." Brianna dashed off down the hall where Sammy and Nate were just turning a corner. We must be the last to get here.

"You okay?" I whispered to Jesy as we turned the corner too.

She shrugged and swung our hands as we neared Jacks room. It was silent in here but I could hear soft crying - I hope it isn't from his room.

"Wait." Jesy stopped us just before Jack's room door. I cupped her cheeks in my hands, pulling her closer. I didn't care if someone walked out and saw this now.

"Its gonna be okay." I stroked her cheek with my thumb. Her eyes were glossy now.

"Whatever happens." Jesy gulped. "I don't want to lose you Jack."

"You won't." I said kissing her forehead gently, my lips lingered there for a few seconds. "Let's go in."

I walked in first and everyone seemed to freeze in time. Jesy was right beside me and gasped - tears welling up in her eyes at the scene before us.

"Oh my god." Jesy covered her mouth.