Torn in Two ❉ j.j

Ch 14 // Fight

-Jesy POV-

Cameron and I sat on a long log nearby the lake where we had more quiet or privacy to talk. The party was still buzzing behind us as we passed his bottle back and fourth.

"I saw the whole thing with Jack." Cameron said after a while of just drinking. "At the tree I mean."

"Ohhh come on Jesy." Cameron waved his hand. "I know how it looks when someone likes someone else."

I shrugged as Cam took the bottle. "You wouldn't understand anyways, its just too complicated."

"Try me." Cameron took a swig. "You know Audrina is - was my girlfriend."

I winced. "Oh I'm sorry Cam."

He shrugged. "I loved her so much Jesy but she always had the hots for Johnson and it was just a matter of time before she left me for him."

Cameron took a long chug of the vodka. It must have seered the skin off of his throat but he seemed to like it.

"Well try falling madly in love with your dying boyfriends best friend." I laughed and took another sip.

Cam chuckled. "Okay I can't really beat that one. I mean you must feel guilty as shit."

I nodded. "I'm so sick of all the guilt."

Cam swung his arms around my shoulder and pulled me unusually close. The smell of vodka was heavy between us and started making my head spin.

"Just wait until G actually comes to." Cam said. "Then its gonna hurt like a bitch."

I laughed. "I believe that."

If - big if - Gilinsky actually does wake up, I'd have to face the fact that I'm kind of in a way cheating on him with his bff.

"But you'll be okay." Cameron whispered in my ear, the cold air made me shiver. I turned my head slowly and felt my lips press against Camerons.

I didn't have feelings for Cameron but the kiss was like any kiss would be. Intense and hot. Because of the alcohol I was totally into it in that moment and twisted my nails into his hair.

Cameron slid his cold hands under my shirt and I sighed -

"Please get your hands off her." The voice spoke angrily and made Cameron and I jump apart.

It was Jack. I rolled my eyes and scoffed as Cameron held his hands in the air with a drunk look on his face. Jack gave him a death glare.

"What's your problem?" I asked Javk. "We were having fun."

Jack gritted his teeth. "Cameron get the hell out of here...Jesy this isn't like you at all."

Cameron stalked off drinking his vodka and wobbling from side to side. I felt my own head fade - the vodka was some expensive shit.

"Oh yeah? You don't know me that well Johnson." I snapped. I never usually call Jack by his last name so he was taken back.

"What would Gilinsky say." Jack played the guilt card slapping me in the face - i almost felt sober.

I walked up to him, our faces closer together and almost touching. "Fück you!" I hissed and slapped Jack as hard as I could. My hand stung.

Then I walked off as Jack cursed and cupped his cheeks. My hand stung but I made my way to Brianna who was talking to Sammy.

"There you - are you drunk?" Brianna said as I yanked her car keys that were hanging out of her jean pocket.

I walked away and got lost in the crowd as Brianna tried to catch up with me. I was pissed of and I was hurt most of all. And no matter how much I denied it, I was in love with Jack Johnson.