This small love (EVERLARK FANFIC*)

Chapter 18

Oh Peeta. How I miss him. I know things have been messed up. I know that. But I can't help thinking that he's walking around and hating me. I hate that. Because. . . Because I love him.

Peeta's POV

I sit with the group sadly. We were all so confused. Of course I was upset. Of course we were sad. She was our best friend. She was crush. My lover. Well until now. How could this happen to someone.

"Peeta it's not your fault she's gone" Glimmer reminds me placing a comforting arm on my shoulder. "It's really not"

"But it is! I'm the reason she's not here! I'm the reason she's gone!" I yell back.

"Peeta" Cato warns me. I back down, a little scared. After that big fight with Delly I managed to receive a black eye from Cato after admitting my love for Glimmer. Which not to mention, was the most shittiest thing I've ever said. Of course I used to love Glimmer, but not anymore. We've both moved on now.

Katniss. Oh Katniss. I hope she's okay. I felt awful after saying what I had said. Katniss deservers so much more than what she has. I hope shes okay. I hurt her.

"Peeta please, it's not your fault, know one knows the reason why she just vanished okay" Finnick reminds me.

"I should have been there for her! Maybe if I was with her-"

"No! Enough Peeta. Stop blaming yourself for something you didn't do!" Annie suddenly cuts me of. Jeez she can have a rough side.

I really did feel awful for what happened. Knowing it was all my fault. I should have been there for her. I should have been watching. Oh! Why did I have to run of! For I have lost someone I truly did care about dearly. I'm an idiot. She's gone. And it's all my fault.

For how did she just vanish though! Through thin air and nothing. Not a trace of evidence. Well, there is one solution to this. . .

Delly Cartwright was kidnapped and murdered.