What Now?

Once a cheater always a cheater?

I opened the text and it was some guy telling me that Edward has been cheating on me with some middle schooler. That his girlfriend didn't want anything to do with him that he forced her.. I called bullshit on that one. I texted him back telling him " If your girlfriend didn't want anything to do with my boyfriend than she shouldn't have gone to him so you and your girlfriend have a good life because me and my boyfriend are going to have an amazing life because we have a baby on the way and tell your little girlfriend to keep away from my boyfriend okay?! thank you bye!" I didn't get a message back but all I did was sat up and started crying super hard.

what is going  on is my boyfriend really cheating on me...

I didn't want to text him Edward and tell him what i read but better yet tell him face to face. I turned on the TV and fell to sleep.

The next day I woke up with bug puffy eyes and just shaking because i was so angry and so upset. I called Edward and told him that we needed to talk he agreed to come pick me up. Twenty minutes later he got to the house. I was home alone everyone was out doing there thing.

"HEY BABE!" Edward smiled at me and kissed me. I walked away from him and sat on the couch took out my phone and pulled out the message. "DO YOU FUCKING LOVE HURTING ME THIS IS THE SECOND FUCKING TIME! AGAIN! YOUR SUCH AN ASSHOLE WHAT THE FUCK I EVER DID TO YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME!" I cried out to him. He grabbed my phone and started reading what the guy sent me. He looked at me and started saying sorry. I got up and went to the kitchen to get a water bottle. "Babe please im so sorry i know im a fuck up but I promise I LOVE YOU!." I started crying into my sweater and just wanted to throw up. He grabbed me and hugged me super tight I felt like I was about to pop. "LET GO OF ME YOUR HURTING THE BABY!" He pulled away and started kissing me. I know I shouldn't be kissing him after he cheated on me but I love him... but this love I have for him is it because I love him or because I love him for the baby.." He picked me up and put me on top of the counter. I started taking off his shirt and breathing hard into his ear. He started kissing me passionately i loved when he kissed me that way it made me feel loved. " Edward no stop we cant.. I cant not now you just cheated on me.." He smiled at me and laughed.." But baby you know you want to just forgive me how you always do and have make up sex like we always do." What a fucking ass hole much! I threw him off of me and opened the door and told him to leave! "Babe you know you don't want me to leave you know more than me you want me to stay." How much i wanted to punch him right in the throat! "NO YOU CAN FUCKING LEAVE AND GO TO YOUR LITTLE WHORE I BET SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU!" He closed the door and hugged me. "Okay look what we both said we took it to far. Babe you know I love you ... I know I messed up but I promise I wont mess up anymore I will be a loyal, trustworthy, honest, faithful boyfriend, father and one day husband. I looked up and smiled at him "husband?". He hugged me and nodded his head. "Get ready babe we are going to go to the mall okay.?" I got up and went to my room to change. I changed into my blue jean, black aeropostale sweater, and black boots. I got into his car and we went to the mall. We got to the mall and started walking around. Next you know it Edward stopped me in front of a stand of jewelry. " What is this about?" he looked at me and smiled. " well your going to be my wife one day I know that for a fact. So its time to get a ring for you. I see how guys look at you at school your beautiful and a lot of guys will tell each other that they will make you their girlfriend one day. Nope not today baby your going to be my fiancé." I smiled at him and nodded my head. We found the ring that fit perfectly on my finger. It cost $250 the guy told us. Edward lowered it down to $75 I don't know how he did it but he did it. He took me home because he had to go to work. Everyone was home and my dad was on his way to pick me my 2 sisters and my brother to go out to eat. My parents are divorced since last year and don't really get along. They deal with each other because of me and my siblings. It was time to tell my dad that I have a baby on the way.  

My mom told me after 10 minutes of us eating she is going to come in and tell my dad that I'm pregnant. My dad finally showed up you can say I am daddy's little girl still. "Pa where are we going to eat?" My older sister Rebecca asked. "You guys know I don't have that much money but we are going to go eat at Mcdonalds. We all laughed and said okay. The closer we got to the place the faster my heart was going. We finally got to the place and sat down to eat. After 10 minutes of eating my mom walked in....